So you already know there is another part of yourself somewhere. The other polarity, other half of you that makes you complete. You know it's your perfect wholeness, and perhaps you even already know they are with you, inside of you, waiting to be discovered. For the connection, your togetherness really is already there.
Twin flames separated into duality on the way to the earth plane. In higher spheres they remain together as one. Yet we often think of our separateness, our two bodies, our male and female polarity when we speak of flames on earth. It simply has been our "reality", the way we "think" and the way we "see" things currently on the earth plane.
The new consciousness that is unfolding now is changing that. More and more people are realizing we are "all" connected, all from the same source, that truly there is but one religion. We are also experiencing more of our "gifts" more unusual "feelings", more dreams and more of the intangible emotions than humans have experienced in our recent past. Sometimes these things can be confusing, sometimes unnerving and sometimes truly remarkable.
I'm writing this piece because sometimes I don't realize all that it took to come to this place. I've recently been called "courageous" for doing this and while I am so very grateful for the support, I also feel that courage really has nothing to do with it.
Many years ago as I was traversing the path to my twin flame, I had never heard of anyone else having such a strong connection. None of the books I read talked about a telepathic relationship where two people who where never introduced to one another could not only converse so easily, but agree on meeting places and actually both be there. I said almost nothing to many of the people very close to me and to those I did I was met with the responses from their beliefs: They were afraid I'd show up one time and it wouldn't be him; I must be really psychic then; or it most likely was some wayward spirit. Back then I put value on what they said more than what I already knew and that's exactly why I am writing this. None of those people are in my life anymore. They all left my life when I needed them most. They waited for me to fall. Standing by, even some still watching, wondering what I'm doing. I wasted my life and lived my life according to other people's views, their beliefs, afraid of what others might "think" of me and hiding who I was because they already didn't like me and I was doing all I could to be liked. When they left my life, my family, my friends, my then husband and when Michael was killed, I had nothing left. I was forced to recognize no matter what I did, what I said, or who I tried to be, the acceptance I was seeking would never be there. It was then that the Brotherhood stepped up and told me that they were my new family. I had to leave my old life behind. The life that was created to please others. This is not courageous for me. I simply have nothing left to lose and now with the Brotherhood, everything to gain and such an ample opportunity to make a difference and complete the mission with my flame.
Looking back it's all very easy to see, but while I was there it was not. Even though I lived a life of trying to be the perfect daughter, the perfect wife, to do the right thing, I still always had a very intense, strong pull to Michael. It was the one thing I kept secret. I knew "they" would never understand, I even felt very crazy myself. I questioned my sanity all the time. Yet, the "knowings" like other "knowings" in my life I was so sure of and I knew I had to act on them. It helped that I had other psychic experiences, it was those experiences I could fall back on that let me know that even though people didn't "talk" about them, I had experienced them and they were real.
Maurie, can I call him Maurie here? My friend whom I called Maurie was Maurie D Pressman MD. He used to say I held a space for Michael. It's a heart space I suppose, but more than that it was holding a space within myself to not judge what I got from him, what I saw, what I heard or what I felt. I made no judgments on who or what we were, but what I did do was allow myself to explore who we were and what I did receive.
I don't have courage. I was forced into blooming into who I am, truly and not the fake me the world had molded. I am now perhaps courageous enough to live my truth, but had I been back then, I do have to wonder if things would have been different. I wouldn't have doubted like I did back then because of our conditioned beliefs. I would have trusted what I knew was right and not what other people told me. I hurt Michael many times because I didn't. I knew at times when I went to meet him and didn't allow myself to believe it was him physically, by the look on his face. Even later when I found out it was him, I still questioned. I still tried to fit my "findings" into a neat little box that "other" people could believe and that's why I'm writing this. Honoring your twin flame is in essence honoring yourself. You must honor the feelings you have. You have to honor the person you are and not who you think you "should" be. When I didn't honor what I already knew inside I hurt my flame tremendously. It wasn't until after he died did we get an opportunity to talk about what really happened. In his mind I was running from him, but in mine, I couldn't get it through my head he was really there. We both had those dreaded patterns playing out within us, but to recognize them while you are going through it can be very tricky.
Honoring those nudges to go someplace, to meet someone will always be the keys to opening the door to the flame. Those are the things, your instincts, your intuition that you MUST, beyond a doubt honor within you. You HAVE to give yourself credit for believing in it. At the very least, you have to check those "nudges" out. If I never would have done at least that, I would have never met Michael at all. It is our intuition, our higher knowing that is connected to our twin flame. The magnet that draws you together, that pull that I could not ever ignore even though I really, really, tried, resides in spirit, not in the physical. It's the magic that nobody talks about, the love that is unconditional that brings you the greatest results. That magic is the essence of who you are and to honor it's essence is to honor your flame as well. Hold a space for them in your mind and in your heart. You never know what their path has been like and to make judgments or conclusions will make it harder. You must acknowledge that the connection is within. That it is spiritual and as such you MUST, must, must, honor your spiritual gifts. That's not being courageous, it's simply being who you truly are.
Twin flames separated into duality on the way to the earth plane. In higher spheres they remain together as one. Yet we often think of our separateness, our two bodies, our male and female polarity when we speak of flames on earth. It simply has been our "reality", the way we "think" and the way we "see" things currently on the earth plane.
The new consciousness that is unfolding now is changing that. More and more people are realizing we are "all" connected, all from the same source, that truly there is but one religion. We are also experiencing more of our "gifts" more unusual "feelings", more dreams and more of the intangible emotions than humans have experienced in our recent past. Sometimes these things can be confusing, sometimes unnerving and sometimes truly remarkable.
I'm writing this piece because sometimes I don't realize all that it took to come to this place. I've recently been called "courageous" for doing this and while I am so very grateful for the support, I also feel that courage really has nothing to do with it.
Many years ago as I was traversing the path to my twin flame, I had never heard of anyone else having such a strong connection. None of the books I read talked about a telepathic relationship where two people who where never introduced to one another could not only converse so easily, but agree on meeting places and actually both be there. I said almost nothing to many of the people very close to me and to those I did I was met with the responses from their beliefs: They were afraid I'd show up one time and it wouldn't be him; I must be really psychic then; or it most likely was some wayward spirit. Back then I put value on what they said more than what I already knew and that's exactly why I am writing this. None of those people are in my life anymore. They all left my life when I needed them most. They waited for me to fall. Standing by, even some still watching, wondering what I'm doing. I wasted my life and lived my life according to other people's views, their beliefs, afraid of what others might "think" of me and hiding who I was because they already didn't like me and I was doing all I could to be liked. When they left my life, my family, my friends, my then husband and when Michael was killed, I had nothing left. I was forced to recognize no matter what I did, what I said, or who I tried to be, the acceptance I was seeking would never be there. It was then that the Brotherhood stepped up and told me that they were my new family. I had to leave my old life behind. The life that was created to please others. This is not courageous for me. I simply have nothing left to lose and now with the Brotherhood, everything to gain and such an ample opportunity to make a difference and complete the mission with my flame.
Looking back it's all very easy to see, but while I was there it was not. Even though I lived a life of trying to be the perfect daughter, the perfect wife, to do the right thing, I still always had a very intense, strong pull to Michael. It was the one thing I kept secret. I knew "they" would never understand, I even felt very crazy myself. I questioned my sanity all the time. Yet, the "knowings" like other "knowings" in my life I was so sure of and I knew I had to act on them. It helped that I had other psychic experiences, it was those experiences I could fall back on that let me know that even though people didn't "talk" about them, I had experienced them and they were real.
Maurie, can I call him Maurie here? My friend whom I called Maurie was Maurie D Pressman MD. He used to say I held a space for Michael. It's a heart space I suppose, but more than that it was holding a space within myself to not judge what I got from him, what I saw, what I heard or what I felt. I made no judgments on who or what we were, but what I did do was allow myself to explore who we were and what I did receive.
I don't have courage. I was forced into blooming into who I am, truly and not the fake me the world had molded. I am now perhaps courageous enough to live my truth, but had I been back then, I do have to wonder if things would have been different. I wouldn't have doubted like I did back then because of our conditioned beliefs. I would have trusted what I knew was right and not what other people told me. I hurt Michael many times because I didn't. I knew at times when I went to meet him and didn't allow myself to believe it was him physically, by the look on his face. Even later when I found out it was him, I still questioned. I still tried to fit my "findings" into a neat little box that "other" people could believe and that's why I'm writing this. Honoring your twin flame is in essence honoring yourself. You must honor the feelings you have. You have to honor the person you are and not who you think you "should" be. When I didn't honor what I already knew inside I hurt my flame tremendously. It wasn't until after he died did we get an opportunity to talk about what really happened. In his mind I was running from him, but in mine, I couldn't get it through my head he was really there. We both had those dreaded patterns playing out within us, but to recognize them while you are going through it can be very tricky.
Honoring those nudges to go someplace, to meet someone will always be the keys to opening the door to the flame. Those are the things, your instincts, your intuition that you MUST, beyond a doubt honor within you. You HAVE to give yourself credit for believing in it. At the very least, you have to check those "nudges" out. If I never would have done at least that, I would have never met Michael at all. It is our intuition, our higher knowing that is connected to our twin flame. The magnet that draws you together, that pull that I could not ever ignore even though I really, really, tried, resides in spirit, not in the physical. It's the magic that nobody talks about, the love that is unconditional that brings you the greatest results. That magic is the essence of who you are and to honor it's essence is to honor your flame as well. Hold a space for them in your mind and in your heart. You never know what their path has been like and to make judgments or conclusions will make it harder. You must acknowledge that the connection is within. That it is spiritual and as such you MUST, must, must, honor your spiritual gifts. That's not being courageous, it's simply being who you truly are.
2 comments:
I'm new to your blog and I have many friends who believe different stuff about Twin Flames. I have read it's more called Primary Soulmate. A friend of mine describes it like this...
Erik and I are not one being. We are two beings who love each other and choose to reincarnate over and over together..
I believe we all have many close souls we reincarnate with over and over and over. With regards to Michael Jackson, I would say the MJ part is just one part to his soul, so you may reincarnate with a part of his Higher Self over and over. I would say many people are close to his soul. I know many who have been touched by his love now from behind the veil. Your book "Another Part of Me", I'm guessing many women and even men will relate to this with signs and coincidences with his Soul as well, so you are not alone!
I saw your posts here. Why are there no comments? I see your life journey is all about experiencing a Twin Flame experience to join and to awaken you back to the Oneness. In spirit it's more a Collective union at the Ascended Masters level although there are special connections at the heart level with different signatures etc.
That said, interesting information you have here!! My theory is that when we split off from source we become a perfect replica of god as we are all from source, therefore we all contain everything within each of us. Yin and yang and masculine and feminine in each person. This other half of a soul isn't correct. The twin flames can simply be the souls you have traveled the most with, maybe the closest to on a branch, but your soul family will be part of the branch, the tree root maybe your higher self, so the higher selves have many selves out there all living individual lives, but can have great ability to manifest when aligned. The Michael Jackson soul I would imagine would be close to millions as I feel his Soul is part of a much larger consciousness and you are a small part of that, just like millions of others....
Also I feel there is more than one Twin Flame. Twin Flames can exist without ever meeting one another, they exist and can bring great joy to the individuals they connect and it's very rare to ever be in unison upon this planet. So I think the labelling of the Twin connections is not accurate. Twin Flames can be inventors together for example or come together as siblings, so it seems these connections mean so many different things, so much variances. Most people believe a Twin Flame stays behind the veil as a Guide too. In the humanity, it will always be confusing.
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