Pyramids, the Merkabah and 1000 Years

Maybe you have heard that God himself has been called the great mathmatician.  When we look at painters and inventors such as DaVinci we are again astounded with the techniques used in things like DaVinci's Vitruvian Man.  A study in nature DaVinci makes the claim that we are indeed perfectly mathmatically proportioned in all body parts.

In life nature is one of our greatest teachers.  The seasons remind us of our impermanence and that things will always change and the spring reminds us of renewal and birth.  Which brings us back to creation itself.

In nature you need both a man and a woman to make a baby.  In this process you are "creating" life.  If we take into account the symbols we posted yesterday for both a man and a woman, we get what we call "creation" - one triangle pointed upward and the other down.  Spiritually there is also a vortex of energy that contains the same two interceding triangles it's called the "merkabah" or light vehicle.

Where else have we seen these triangular patterns but in the great pyramids and aztec ruins.  The pyramids were used as a place for the dead.  The egyptians would place their treasures and the great kings bodies within these triangular shapes in preparation for their transition into the after life.  

In modern times we have also discovered a kind of "calendar" associated with these pyramids.  In the year 2000 there was a great debate on what would happen to the world.  This past year there was yet another debate based on the Mayan Calendar.  What do you suppose these two calendars have to do with one another?  

It's been said that in twin soul terms every 1000 years there is ascension.  Groups of souls ascend and many remain to sustain the light on the planet.  This sustaining of light is very important to all of life on the planet.  Remember twin souls when joined form this "creation" vehicle of light and in turn a vortex of energy that radiates light to planet earth.  If we go back 2000 years ago we'll find the birth of Christ.  Remember our whole date system is based on his birth . . now isn't that interesting.  So what does this mean?  It could be that these systems are merely a vehicle in which to measure the consciousness of the planet.  How are we doing on our ascension and how many souls can be brought back home.

Back in 1997 there was a cult called "Heavens Gate" that took this idea literally.  Like all things many things have been misinterpreted in our history and as such has caused great confusion and tragedy.  In this case this cult believed in the evidence of the light vehicle called the merkabah and even went so far as to resonate with the violet color of transformation.  The purpose?  They wanted to use this vehicle of light to leave the earth ironically to escape the end of the world as predicted by the Mayan Calendar.  Again, human falacy, hype and mis-interpretation of ideas and concepts that have been distorted since the beginning of time by man.

The pyramidal shapes are the building blocks of all of creation.  For even when you meditate it is suggested you sit in a form that is triangular in shape.  And when you ask the ascended master for instruction it is through the merkabah that they will contact you.

For twin souls the 1000 year period of lifetimes for ascension has little information that I have seen.  However, Elizabeth Clare Prophet has said this:

 "Inspired by the grandeur of love, artists, writers, and composers throughout the ages have expressed both love's exalted heights and tragic depths.  In many of their masterpieces, we can sense an inner understanding of twin flames, their love for one another and their encounters with karma and cosmic law."  

Keeping this in mind, listen to the lyrics of the songs below and you'll find that these songs that seemingly come from no where do hold great meaning.


Twin Flames - Dipping into History

If twin flames have been in existence since the beginning of time, there should be documentation on them as well.  Yesterday's post relating to the research that Dan Brown did with the Vatican is some of the reason that many of theses truths about our existence have been kept hidden.  This morning as I prepared to write, I was reminded that these posts may not gel with some people because of their beliefs, but I'd like you to keep in mind that they are beliefs.  Beliefs that were handed down to us, basically told to us by our religion, our race, or our history.  What if we looked for ourselves to discover the truth of our existence?  What if we, like Dan Brown, questioned what we were told until we discovered what actually resonated with us?  In doing just that I discovered the following regarding twin flames:

I started with the creation of man.  In the bible it tells of a story about Adam and Eve.  That Eve was fashioned from a rib of Adam.  Making Eve a part of Adam from the very beginning of time - twin flames.  The two lived in the Garden of Eden - a place of pure bliss and perfection and balance.  A serpent came and tempted Eve - which also happens in twin flame unions.  The shadow or dark side tries to break the union because the two together make one force of God and light.  Eve succumbs to the temptation and falls.  The two are apparently "punished" for their disobedience to God when the apple was eaten, however, the apple symbolizes "knowledge".  This knowledge of good and evil, the light and shadow side, the balance of this earthly world is what was gained.  The punishment or sins apparently handed down by God seem to be only the misqualified energy we create ourselves with this knowledge.  The free will to create good or bad things in our lives.  Receiving the punishment or living in sin when we choose the latter.  The misqualified energy, the unpure energy now created is what must be transmuted back into the pureness of light and love to get back to the Garden of Eden or complete wholeness in love and light.

When Jesus came to serve with his twin flame Mary, the painter DaVinci left us clues in his painting of the Last Supper.  The triangular void between Mary and Jesus in the painting, as explained in the movie, symbolized the divine feminine while the upside down triangle symbolized male energy.  Where else do we find these two elements but in the Seal of Solomon, more commonly known as the Star of David.  What is interesting to me is that historically the family of Jesus and Mary are linked with the actual descendants of King Solomon himself.  And lets not forget that all too bypassed passage taken from the bible called Solomon's Song, commonly called the Song of Songs which explicitly speaks about twin flames:  

"The protagonists of Song of Songs are a woman (identified in one verse as "the Shulamite")[3] and a man, and the poem suggests movement from courtship toconsummation. For instance, the man proclaims: "As the lily among thorns, so is my love among the daughters." The woman answers: "As the apple tree among the trees of the wood, so is my beloved among the sons. I sat down under his shadow with great delight, and his fruit was sweet to my taste."[4][5]Additionally, the Song includes a chorus, the "daughters of Jerusalem." - wikipedia

(It seems the apple in this story is sweet)

Moving forward I reminded myself again of the Tibetan symbol for the heart chakra which also happens to contain the same Star of David or two superimposed triangles in the center.  So what does the heart center have to do with twin flames?  If we remember from previous posts it is at this center that the two will begin serving humanity.  Who else I wonder served humanity in this way?  Why Jesus right?  So when we look at his paintings again we see something at his heart center that's called Christ's passion.  At heart center it is supposed to symbolize his love and compassion for humanity - the same love and compassion for humanity twin flames are to have.  Not to mention the actual "flames" that are coming from Jesus's heart.

Looking at the picture of St Germain, ascended master and sponsor of my twin flame union, I also see two superimposed triangles.  The two together symbolize creation itself.  The pyramids ARE the building blocks of the world of form itself.  I don't think it's a coincidence that there are great pyramids in Egypt and the same type of structures in ancient Mexico built by the Maya.  Both cultures, rich in history, are still today referred to have had knowledge of the future.  How could that be in our world today when so many don't believe?  Yet when the year 2000 rolled around and even this past 2012 everyone was up in arms about what was about to transpire.  Is this a coincidence that both "calendars" or pyramidal measures of time ended just 12 years apart?  I don't believe in coincidences, but I'll save that story for tomorrow.


Interference with Twin Flames - UPDATED Audio

I recently ran across a great interview with Brenda Tenerelli regarding interference with Twin Flames.  In previous posts I eluded to interference in my own personal experience.   Let's not forget the fact that Michael was murdered.  He was a great light. This is very truthful regarding the spiritual forces that are at play in our universe.  Although sometimes it sounds a little far fetched, I do believe that there are "forces" that do not wish these unions to occur.  It is best to be wise and hold this in the back of your mind if you are in contact or beginning to be in contact with a twin.  There are impersonators that will pretend to be your twin and interfere with communication and even in the physical.  Discernment is key, not fear.

Give a listen and perhaps you can form your own conclusions.

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Divine Feminine

There have been several movies I have added to my collection over the years that have spoken about the ancient knowledge of twin flames.  Many things have been changed in the bible, taken out and the real truth of our origins has been covered for some time.

This year, as we enter the age of enlightenment, or the seventh golden age, many things will be making their way back to the light for us to see truth.  One of those things is the knowledge I believe that was hidden around one of the most famous men in the world.  No, not Michael Jackson, although Michael did have a great respect and love for him; it is Jesus the Christ himself.

In many religions Jesus is seen as a saint.  A heavenly figure that was never a mortal, although if we think about it Jesus was a man was he not?  In other religions we see Jesus as a man who has ascended.  In my view he was a man who came to teach us about ascending ourselves.  He had a twin flame and her name was Mary Magdelene.  She not only sat by his side but was to carry on the work of teaching when Jesus passed.  Sounds like a real twin flame relationship to me.  After all, the only real reason flames come incarnate together is to service humanity.

Unfortunately, like most things those in power twist the truth so it serves to their benefit. If Jesus was the only way to heaven then they could hold the power to say who got in and who didn't.  Now they could control the masses by saying if you don't behave . . look out!

So they wrote Mary Magdelene off as a prostitute and like most women of the time she fell to the sidelines because of the men that wanted to maintain the powerful positions of that period.  Now, we are entering into the period of a new awakening of the divine feminine and women will be serving at the forefront of enlightening humanity.

In the novel and movie DaVinci Code by Dan Brown, he tells us that his motive for the story was based on an actual investigation into the Vatican.  He wanted to find out what they were hiding.  The divine feminine, the story of Mary and the bloodline of Jesus the man was what he found.

Twin flames have been in existence from the beginning of time.  When we take into account the true history of our origins the mystical and unanswered questions that may have once lingered in our mind no longer exist.    For when the truth is brought forth we realize it has been in front of us the whole time.  We just never bothered looking because we took someone's word for it and never looked ourselves.

One of my favorite quotes from Michael Jackson was when he quoted Jesus.  He said "I try to be like Jesus said to be.  He said be like a child.  Not a child but child like."  That means opening your mind to the possibility of all things and seeing things as if it were the first time like a child.


The Ties That Bind Us Together

With all the talk about twin flames its a wonder not everyone is up in arms and searching for theirs.  With dating sites on the rise you would think that people would be keen to the notion that we are missing a part of ourselves and wake up to the fact that we are incomplete beings reaching for wholeness.

Once said by a great teacher, time will tell when the most anyone can do is believe in something extraordinary.  Not because it was told to them but rather because it is a part of them.  We are extraordinary beings, we just fail to realize it.  When times are tough we endure, when we prosper we get excited, but when we create we are magical and when we wonder from curiosity, we are inspired.

We can soar with most anything when we believe in ourselves and have the support of others to believe in us too.  If we have all this beauty and magic what could ever stop us from reaching the highest mountains or diving into the deepest seas?  The answer is simple; ourselves.

We set up roadblocks subconsciously that lead down the same paths.  We begin to believe that certain situations will turn out the same because they always have and we ensure that they do by "thinking" those situations into our reality.  These thoughts bind us to our past and in turn bind us to the people that support our past routines and ruts.  The challenge then is to "think" outside the bind and create something new for ourselves.  A new situation, maybe even new people that support our "new and improved" version of ourselves.

We are our own creators and in turn we create the life we wish to live and how we want to live it.  Thinking and creating thoughts that transmit to the universe to be brought back to us to manifest is part of that creative process.  Internally we are like a machine.  One thought is linked to another and a response is automatic.  The challenge is to have not only a new thought but a new "link" to invoke a new "feeling" of excitement, possibility and hope.  This is creation in process and something worth calling yourself extraordinary for.

Give yourself credit for all you have endured in your life and give full credit to your ability to recreate your life by creating new ties that bind the new feelings of hope and magic in your life now to create a life of wonder and amazement.  Whether you are in a body or in spirit it is all the same.  So when you create, make sure you create for the best in you, otherwise the ties that bind will continue to bring you down and you will never escape the fortress you have built around yourself.  This is the time to be wise.  A new day is dawning and the price you pay today in your time and belief is worth the richness and wonder of the newness of tomorrow's blessing.

This is the path of union.  Releasing our patterns and stepping into the light.


An Interesting Note to the movie "What Dreams May Come"

I wanted to know who wrote the book "What Dreams May Come".  Often it gives us insight to the experience of the writer.  This is what I found - the whole story is based on facts the author researched.

Below has been taken from Wikipedia:

What Dreams May Come is a 1978 novel by Richard Matheson. The plot centers on Chris, a man who dies and goes to Heaven, but eventually descends into Hell to rescue his wife. It was adapted in 1998 into an Academy Award-winning movie of the same title starring Robin WilliamsCuba Gooding, Jr., and Annabella Sciorra.
Matheson stated in an interview, "I think What Dreams May Come is the most important (read effective) book I've written. It has caused a number of readers to lose their fear of death – the finest tribute any writer could receive."[1]
In an introductory note, Matheson explains that the characters are the only fictional component of the novel. Almost everything else is based on research, and the end of the novel includes a lengthy bibliography.

Movies, Art and the Dangerous Album

Recently I was prompted to look back at a favorite movie of mine called "What Dreams May Come".  It stars Robin Williams and is one of the best movies available about twin souls.  There is so much information that is factual it almost boggles my mind.

I went through some of the scenes, one that depicts the shared consciousness of twins even after death, when the main character paints a purple tree and Robin Williams begins to view the same purple tree on the other side.  I posted the segment below, although the narration is not in English you can still see what is happening in the scene just by viewing it.  Robin Williams has passed on, leaving his wife behind.  His spirit guide, Cuba Gooding, Jr., notices the new purple tree and suggests that they may have been twin souls.  For what she is holding in her mind, Robin Williams is also seeing.

After reviewing a few other scenes, a painting behind the bed during one of the scenes caught my eye.  I looked it up and upon further inquiry discovered something peculiar.  The center panel of the painting entitled "Garden of Earthly Delights" by an artist named Bosch contains the same image of of twins in a bubble on the Dangerous album by Michael Jackson. 

Screen shot from movie "What Dreams May Come" - Painting over the bed

"Garden of Earthly Delights" by Bosch - See center panel lower left for twin bubble

Cover of Michael Jackson's Dangerous Album - bubble of twins on right


Twin Flames Reuniting - A Vessel of Love

Unification in spirit happens gradually as the spiritual bodies of the twins begin to transcend the ego or personality and begin the ascent back into union with the creator.

Many times there will be twins that simply seek out each other.  Literally looking for their other half when in fact they are only limiting themselves as well as delaying the actual meeting date of the twin.  You see in spiritual work it is necessary for the twins to become whole themselves before any union can occur.  The desire and reach for wholeness within can only and will only be obtained through constancy and the vigilance it takes to overcome the dweller on the threshold; the ego self.

As the ego dies and makes way for the light of the divine to shine through, old patterns of belief will be replaced by the true essence of spirit that makes all things manifest on the planet.  Love reigns in this realm.  It is the love that permeates the universe and the love that has created all things that is the underlying foundation of the twins themselves.

The path to the twin must be individual.  It must be that each take responsibility for themselves and how they perceive their individual world.  Most of the karma must be dissolved and a higher calling for service must be felt in the heart to begin the process of unification.  Should the twins fall back into their old patterns of ego, there may be a time when there is angst.  However, each twin must remember that all is transcended in time and with perseverance.  The waiting twin must allow the other to grow in love and transcend themselves to prepare for service with the other.  Should a meeting or union be forced, most often it would result in dire and painful consequences.  For in this relationship the pain is insurmountable at times.  Each feeling and emotion of one twin is amplified in the other.  Mirroring back to us the pain we inflict on the other and truly letting us know what it is to be one.

Our solace on the path, whether we know our twin in body or not, is the underlying foundation of the relationship itself.  This is a soul relationship and as such has little to do with the personality of the ones that are joined.  On a soul level all is created from love.  So even though it may "seem" as if your twin may have neglected you or even has left you in some way, most often it will only be the personality or ego that is orchestrating the event.  For real twins never "disconnect" even when they are in disagreement.  The real part that is connected is at the soul level and that is the level where true love that is unconditional in nature and all encompassing resides.  There is not an option of abandonment at this level or any type of snubbing.  For it is the very love that we have been created from that is not only the mold for the two but also the vessel.


The Late Great . .

I feel so silly posting this and just for the record I never was a fan but someone else was(is), so in remembrance and in dedication . . .
 the late, great James Brown.

A View From Beyond

In the book "Another Part of Me - An Extraordinary Tale of Twin Souls" I explain how at times I would catch glimpses of Michael Jackson when he was living.  Sometimes he would be sitting on a plane, one time he was standing up for a wedding.  It seemed as if we could "tune into" one another very easily.

I don't recall reading anything about Sri Aurobindo and Mother that spoke about their relationship after Sri passed on.  Matter of fact, I would be very interested in hearing from other twins that have had their twin pass before them.  For me it has been interesting.  Enough for another book! However, the most interesting part so far has been that I continue to get glimpses of where he is - yes, even in the after life.

The last time I saw him he was by a castle speaking with Princess Diana.  I have a friend who has had constant dreams of him and she always sees him by a castle as well and many times with Jesus.  Recently she asked me to paint a picture for her of what it looked like, so I included the people that Michael has been with and that he has mentioned to me that he has seen.  James Brown, Whitney Houston, Princess Diana, Elizabeth Taylor, Gandhi, Jesus and many children.  Specific input from him on the painting included the chair with the number 7 and painting it that particular color blue and that he and Elizabeth be in white.  I don't mind telling you I was under quite a bit of pressure when painting them. . with the subjects themselves giving their input I was deathly afraid of messing up Michael's dear friend "Elizabeth's" face. :0

A few years ago I was told by a psychic that I may even "prove" life after death.  If that's possible, then so be it. But in the mean time, if anyone would like to share this photo of the painting, please feel free to do so.  It might be nice to have a visual of something beyond what we normally see and give comfort to those who may still be grieving not knowing where Michael is. . . he is well. :)


AEG and Katherine Jackson

This morning I learned of news that Katherine Jackson is attempting to get evidence from Conrad Murray as to his part in being engaged in services with the company AEG Live.  AEG was the company promoting the This is It tour that ultimately started the downward spiral in Michael's life until the end.

I clicked on an article and found the words of Randy Phillips again: 

"We are holding all the risk. We let Mikey know just what it will cost him in terms of making money ... We cannot be forced into stopping this, which MJ will try to do because he is lazy and constantly changes his mind to fit his immediate wants. He is locked. He has no choice ... he signed a contract."

When I look back to that time and when Michael passed, I remember the overwhelming pressure he was under.  He was locked into a situation he seemingly had no out of.  When I read the words above, I can't help but think how degrading Randy Phillips truly was.  Who gave him the right to call Michael Jackson "Mikey"?  That's something you would call a child.  Calling him lazy and locked in a contract?  
Fingers or hands over mouth - Deceit, holding back.

Words on paper can hit home, but the Michael Jackson I knew was never lazy and I would never yell at a man having a breakdown if I wanted him to perform in "top shape" for a show I was "holding all the risk for."  It's almost four years after Michael's death and still the family is grieving.  Many still are, but when I look at the news and the fact that this case is on going, I can't help what it must feel like for a mother to not only say good bye to her son but to endure this trial with such foul play.  There is little if any time to heal.
As twin flames when one dies I have often wondered what it has been like for others.  Ken Wilbur was one that had a twin and lost his twin to cancer.  Many will continue the mission of educating other twin flames and stay in fields of education of spirituality.  If I reflect I am met with that desire as well, but there is also an overwhelming feeling to set things right.  To tell the truth that he was murdered, that he knew, that the people that were close to him betrayed him and that he trusted his own blood at times more than he did himself.  Inside I can't but help to scream out for this to stop.  How can humanity turn so numb to feelings in favor of a dollar?  How have we come to far as to think only of ourselves in a world we share with so many?  It's hard to fathom even someone who would engage services with someone to "take all the risk" to make money especially with someone so "lazy" and completely ignore their humanity.  
When I look at this situation I wonder what it is we are supposed to learn from it.  Is it that we should never be so trusting?  Never allow another person we care about engage services with a company like AEG or should we simply become more loving and show them how not to be?  And, if we did, would they truly get it?
All in all in the end we will have only ourselves to face.  What we did and didn't do, what we said and didn't say.  So for those that are out there keeping their silence still, may you be able to live with yourself when you pass knowing that you didn't speak out.  I hope that the money you received was enough to lessen the burn in your soul for all of eternity.  When someone has done wrong such as this, there is no excuse for "I wasn't the one who gave him the shot" and if Conrad Murray you didn't then don't you think it's best to tell who did by now?  Any God fearing man would do the same.

  1. Please consider that I too am a father, do not judge or condemn me until you have walked in my shoes. Please pray for my family
  2. I have been advised to speak no further. This is my last thank you to my friends and supporters. God Bless
  3. Thank you for such kind words of support. There are many lies surrounding me, I ask you not to judge, but to wait for the truth. God Bless

  • Many people try to disguise the mouth guard gesture by giving a fake cough.If the person who is speaking uses this gesture, it indicates that he is telling a lie. If, however, he covers his mouth while you are speaking, it indicates that he feels you are lying!


Comments on the Blog

"Wow! Your testimony on the twin flame/soulmate subject is the most credible and convincing I have ever read! Please don't quit. You are doing the right thing, as I believe ridicule always comes as a by-product from others to those who are determined to speak the truth. It merely displays the shallow character of people who ridicule." 

Reni also posted a lovely poem in his comment and you can view it under the post "Between a Rock and a Hard Place". 
I want to thank everyone who stepped up to write me, comment and vote.  I appreciate the support, but more over I am excited to know that others are not only interested in this material, but have a firm ground on their own paths for union with the divine.  This is extremely exciting to me and fits the vision we have in helping others move forward and it helps me move forward without having to hide the "who" in my twin flame experience.  As we are all soul mates on some level, I do believe there is much we have to learn from one another.

I started the Man in the Mirror Project on the side bar in hopes of more participation from other teachers and have found little time to solicit them for their contributions.  I have decided to move that portion back to the blog and continue the Man in the Mirror Project lessons here.  I'd like to explain what Man in the Mirror Project is to me, just so you know.

The first thing most of us think of when we hear the words Man in the Mirror is Michael Jackson's song.  He recorded the song and it relates to changing ourselves before we can effectively change the world.  To do this we must look inward and have a completely honest attempt at looking at who we truly are.  What this process does and can do is break down patterns that have been established in our lives.  This process and the tools to achieve it is what I hope to offer in the Man in the Mirror Project.  There may be patterns of thought established in your mind from this lifetime or another, patterns of energy still at play from traumas in your life or patterns of beliefs set up long ago that still restrict you from being your best self and in turn finding your own song to share with the world.  This "song" is the song of your heart - your life's purpose..  Wouldn't it be beautiful if we could all find our song and truly change the world?
It sounds wonderful doesn't it?  But I do have an ulterior motive.  By making changes in your own life you begin to change the composition of your being and begin lifting yourself in consciousness.  This elevation in consciousness is what will ultimately unite you back with your twin flame.  So you see it is all connected, all related and all fundamental to the path we all must take one day back to union.

So thank you once again for your "voice" on the blog.  You have not only been heard, but listened to in the universe.  Near or far, even as we reach out through the internet there is energy at play and divine seeds being planted.  If we stick together and stick to our "song" we can all make a huge contribution to the world in which we live.
In Gratitude I remain.


First 15 Minutes of the Book - On Audio LISTEN here!

April has finished recording the first fifteen minutes of the audio for the book Another Part of Me - An Extraordinary Tale of Twin Souls.  She sounds amazing and I am very excited to share it with you.

The full version should be available shortly and I will keep you posted as to it's availability.

For now, feel free to listen to the very beginning of the book available now below:


A Merging Consciousness

Every morning I write I wait to be inspired by Michael or the Brotherhood.  This morning I wanted to recall a note that Michael had written and signed.  It referred to consciousness and as I looked for it I ran across a site called MJJ-777 (www.mj-777.com) The author, I believe her name is "Seven Bowie", wrote a beautiful article entitled  "Falling Through".  In it she expressed her feelings when Michael passed and more importantly, she bravely shared a conversation she had with Michael AFTER he passed.

The way she describes this conversation is the way I conversed with Michael for my entire life.  I DO believe Michael has spoken with many people since his passing.  Are all the contacts real?  Who knows.  Only the ones who receive it can actually be the one's to determine that.  However, Michael always had something to teach in his heart.  The words that "Seven" echoed in their conversation were the same that I have heard time and time again.  Simply put we must realize we are one and make this lifetime count through deeds of kindness, words of praise and love towards our brothers and sisters.

So how does this "talking to Michael" happen.  Sometimes you can liken it to speaking to him like a medium speaks to someone who has passed, but with Michael, I feel it is a little different than that.

Our merging consciousness relates to obtaining a higher consciousness.  One that Michael strived for his entire life.  This higher consciousness is the consciousness that is shared with everyone's higher self.  If you are in contact with that, then you will most likely be able to easily contact him.  Just a mere thought of love, his memory or prayers that are sent to him are heard and received faster than a bolt of lightening.  He hears, he sees, and he cares about what people are doing for him, saying about him, and how they STILL pray for him.  I hear him express a heartfelt "THANK YOU" to all those who continue to bless our consciousness with their kindness.  And, I personally thank MJJ-777 for a wonderfully written web page that I have found uplifting, honest, and one that inspires unity of all people.

It was her page that I finally found the note that Michael had written.  Here are the words:

"I truly love all of you.  I am recording tonight for all of you.  You are my true inspiration forever. I am living for you and the children.  Be alive, be free, feel consciousness, subconscious being God.  I love you Michael and family."

Perhaps this is the reason some still hear from him.  


Michael Jackson in Art

There has been a beautiful painting I've admired for quite some time now.  Yesterday a facebook friend posted a link to the artist that did it and I was able to view the original.

The artist's name is David Nordahl and the painting I'm talking about is called "The Knight".  I know MJ fans might already know about this, or maybe you have seen the image yourself at sometime, but the writing always intrigued me.  Today as I looked at David's site I was able to finally view the words and as I expected they were amazing:

I am the thinking, the thinker, the thought
I am the seeker, the seeking, the sought
I am the dewdrop, the sunshine, the storm
I am the phenomenon, the field, the form
I am the desert, the ocean, the sky
I am the Primeval self in you and I

 - Michael Jackson

More information and paintings can be found on David Nordahl's site at David Nordahl.com


A requested writing by Michael Jackson

It's been a while since I've posted anything from Michael himself, but he has requested the following information to be made available:

"Frank Dileo was not my manager for the This is It concert series.  I was under engagement with Tohme Tohme and had not changed managers yet.  The cause of the disturbances in my life were not as a result of anything other than controlling, abusive and manipulative people who wished to control anything I owned including the Sony catalog.  There is nothing in this world that I would enjoy better than taking a handful of them and showing them the damage they have done to myself and my family. 

Little is done in the system to protect the abused.  In life we are abused by parents, siblings, managers, co workers and even people we thought were our friends.  I don't wish to make light of an abusive situation, but I do wish to convey that people often bend the truth in the way they see fit as to it pertains to their best interests and not anyone else's.  If there was a poem in life that could be an example it would be Tagore's poem about love.  There is often loss, rejection and failure, but in the end we all have to go home and find the hings we have done and how we have affected others.  It's been a long journey for me and my family is still mourning over my loss.  Words can not express to you the depths of emotion I feel for them and the people I have left behind.  Life can be a mystery.  But most often it leads us to places we need to be in order to heal ourselves with what needs to be healed. 

I'm not the messiah, or do I profess to even be a wise soul.  But I do know my worth inside; that I am a child of God and know where I belong.  It's with him in the light that I came from.  People don't always see life this way.  It's because they are narrow minded and their lives are full of hate, neglect and abuse.  I don't wish to be negative, but there a lot of people who simply choose to live like everyone is their enemy.  All too often we forget to love one another in the quest to be richer, look better, or receive the upper hand in a situation.  If there is anything that I have learned from death it is the fact that we can all take a better look at the circumstances in our life and know what we need to change our way of living.  I could have made changes and been a different person.  For me, it's too late.  But for you it's not.  Making changes in your life isn't easy, but it's often necessary if we choose to live better, be happier and bring joy into the lives of others.  I feel I did that on a grand scale, but bringing that joy into my own life was a different story.  Too many people abandoned me, too many tried to control me and in the end they won.  Don't let someone else beat the spirit out of your fight and right to live your life the way you want - for what you dream.  In the end you will know it is you that saved yourself.

I wish everyone love, including my parents and family, friends and fans.  I don't wish to or care to comment on the children at this time.  They are living their own lives and I am proud of who they have become.  They will always be my children and my children will always be in my heart.  Listen to what your heart says to you and if you don't already, value what it says to you and take care of what it is expressing to the world."

*** The above has been given to me directly.  I have no knowledge of the management that was in place at the time of Michael's death, nor have I confirmed any other data present here.  This simply is a transfer of information from Michael that I have been given.  I trust it because it's happened all my life and hope that who ever it is that needs this information trusts it too ***


Ask and You Shall Receive - The Golden Rules

There is an old saying that you need only ask and you shall receive.  The problem is that most of us don't know exactly who and what to ask for.

For instance, if we were at war and prayed to God that our side won and the other side prayed for the same thing, what would happen?  Who would be right and what kind of God would bless division and killing among any people?

Far too often, however, we find ourselves in times of despair, hurt or anger not knowing why things have happened the way they have or why it has happened to us.  Sometimes we even go so far as to blame God.  It's easier that way, isn't it? Blame him and we can go on and live our lives believing we had nothing to do with it, that we didn't make the choices we did, but that he made them for us.  Is that really true?

There is a power in the universe that says that the all mighty has given us free will.  That means we can make choices for ourselves, good or bad.  The problem most often is that "other" people also have choices to make and they sometimes effect us.  We do have an option to walk away.  We can find strength to love ourselves enough to find a better situation, way of living, or a different set of circumstances.  Sometimes, however, we find ourselves giving up hope and wallowing in misery because there just doesn't seem to be a way out.  That's when most people forget the golden rule:  Ask and you shall receive.

It is at this time in your life you need to ask for assistance.  The asking isn't in how you think it should transpire, however.  For instance, you can't ask to win the lottery to solve all your financial problems.  True assistance comes to individuals that pray with an open and humble heart.  When there is sincerity in your thoughts they go much further.  How can you be heard when perhaps its only a passing thought or a condemnation of your situation?

So the asking is in the asking for God to intercede on your behalf.  Perhaps you ask him to take over the situation completely and allow him to do what is best for you.  When it comes, don't be afraid to take what God has given you.  The second golden rule is:  Don't look a gift horse in the mouth.
This part sounds silly, but most of us do it.  When something finally does go right for us, we speculate on it.  We believe there must be something else to it.  It's simply too good to be true or we don't believe we "deserve" it or deserve to be happy.  This is the part where you have to take responsibility for yourself and what your thoughts are.  Make sure at this venture that you monitor yourself and make sure that you are not contributing to your situation by your thoughts and actions.  If you are, change them,.

For instance, if I pray to be released from a financial debt and side job is presented to me for cash I most likely shouldn't say no.  If I want to be released from an abusive partner and someone offers to help me, regardless of my fear I should stick with it, knowing and continuing to pray for God's intercession.  Simply put, you must take the steps when God gives you the solution.

Today find some time for yourself.  Think of something that has been a burden to you and allow those on the other side of the veil to assist you on your journey.  Not only will it give you peace of mind, but it will allow you to grow in faith and in doing so will make your journey that much brighter.


New NEWS! Audio Book Coming Soon!

I am very excited about the opportunity to work with April Lowe.  April will be recording the audio for the audio book for my memoir Another Part of Me - An Extraordinary Tale of Twin Souls

Many times we don't have an opportunity to sit and read.   I have many times listened to audio books and find them enjoyable and can easily fit them into my schedule.  I have listened while driving, painting, doing housework, and other things.  I hope you too will enjoy the memoir on audio.

Here is the background on the beautiful actress that will be recording the book:  APRIL

I'll keep you posted on it's progress!!

Twin Soul Inspirations - Poetry, Music, and Literature

It's been said that some of our greatest works in literature, poetry and music have been inspired by the love and idea of twin soul love.  Michael used to read the poetry of a very famous poet named Rabindranath Tagore.  Tagore was a writer in modern Indian literature, Bengali poet, novelist, educator, who won the Nobel Prize for Literature in 1913. He was awarded the knighthood in 1915, but he surrendered it in 1919 as a protest against the Massacre of Amritsar, where British troops killed some 400 Indian demonstrators protesting colonial laws. Tagore maintained a reputation of a mystic and we are again afforded the opportunity to know some of the greatest men in history acting on our behalf in protests and writing on our behalf the truth of our very souls:

Unending Love by Rabindranath Tagore

I seem to have loved you in numberless forms, numberless times…

In life after life, in age after age, forever.
My spellbound heart has made and remade the necklace of songs,
That you take as a gift, wear round your neck in your many forms,
In life after life, in age after age, forever.

Whenever I hear old chronicles of love, it's age-old pain,
It's ancient tale of being apart or together.
As I stare on and on into the past, in the end you emerge,
Clad in the light of a pole-star piercing the darkness of time:
You become an image of what is remembered forever.

You and I have floated here on the stream that brings from the fount.
At the heart of time, love of one for another.
We have played along side millions of lovers, shared in the same 
Shy sweetness of meeting, the same distressful tears of farewell-
Old love but in shapes that renew and renew forever.

Today it is heaped at your feet, it has found its end in you
The love of all man’s days both past and forever:
Universal joy, universal sorrow, universal life.
The memories of all loves merging with this one love of ours – 
And the songs of every poet past and forever.

** To download a FREE copy of Tagore's book "The Gardener", poems about love, click here:  TAGORE


Twin Flames - Where Service Begins

Dr. Maurie D Pressman, author of Twin Souls; Finding Your True Spiritual Partner, said it best when he described the soul mate relationship as a relationship of the soul, not of the body.  We tend to forget we are three part beings, with our essence coming from source it almost seems as if we neglect that higher part of ourselves in exchange for the dogma and views of society that have been created by man.

Many who choose to walk on the path of devotion to clearing themselves for spiritual work and making a commitment to themselves to "find out more" are actually climbing the ladder of spiritual resolution.  For as we move into the light of our higher selves so do the energies that reside in the body.  Everything is connected - the body, the mind and the soul.  So as one changes so do the other two.

There are many places on the body of energy points that correlate to our higher selves and to that of the body.  Beginning with the largest chakras (or energy centers) we often see the root chakra located at the base of the spine as in the following diagram signified by the color red:

When someone "falls" in love, the energy usually starts with warm feeling in the heart and warm thoughts.  Many times this energy "falls" to the lower chakras and produces "sexual" feelings toward that person.

Prior to meeting or just after meeting a twin flame, your energy will not "fall" in love, but "grow" in love.  You will begin to clear the lower chakras of energies that have been accumulated through prior lifetimes and this one as well.  As you do you will move the energies up to source, resulting at the highest center or "crown" chakra which accesses the light of all things.  

On your way up you will notice a change in your physical body.  There will be times when there will be a "fire" in your heart center.  This "fire" is more intense than the "warm" you may have felt when you "fell" in love.  It is a burning sensation that doesn't hurt, but is definately felt as fire. It is at this point, the heart center, as signified here in the picture of Jesus that service will begin with your twin flame whether he or she is on this side of the veil or the other.  In Christian religions it is known as the sacred heart of Jesus - the significance being his love for humanity.  Your heart in service will be the same.  You will serve humanity with your twin flame.  This is union and divine love.  Not a love of the flesh.

Tibetan heart chakra

Further depictions are found in many places around the world.  I like the image of the tibetan heart chakra where this energy will make itself manifest.  It is the image of two superimposed triangles.  One signifying shiva the other shakti - Male and female energies joined together.

As  you might expect as you move further up to the crown that center will also open.  The result is a sensation of not only opening but almost as if a crown has been placed upon your head.  Again, if we follow the life of the master Jesus it is denoted in many paintings around the world as the golden halo - his divine essence that is God fortified.