I didn't plan on posting more, but went to Twitter to track the court news. Turns out the attorney for Michael Jackson's family is being bombarded. The family of Frank DiLeo does not want to turn over the hard drive belonging to Frank when he lived. There is apparently information on there that they don't want to be discovered. This is serious business when the court asks for evidence and it is withheld.
Given the recent post with Frank in Michael's room the night he died, I guess things are beginning to come together or should I say, into the light.
The plan was to keep today's post light since we are entering into the holiday here in the states, but there are confirmations that I have received and more visions I'd like to share.
First let me say there are several ways I get information that I post. Some are direct experiences, as if I am experiencing them as Michael. Some I post that are what he tells me and then some are my own impressions or words of some of my guides or the Brotherhood. I will always quote when it comes directly from Michael as a strongly worded statement he wishes to convey. Other flowery posts, well, I don't always quote him per say. Some are just a joint effort, although, I do have to admit, he is the brighter of us two in more ways than one for all the "good" posts.
Previously, Michael had told me Frank Dileo was in the house the night he passed. Recently, I also received a vision of other men there as well. When we shared the information about Frank, he was in the kitchen, but Michael was already out of body then. This time I received a vision of Frank on the right side of his bed (as if I was laying in it). He was yelling at Michael that he screwed everything up. He said something to the effect of the hospital, the kids, the house, everything is gone now. Michael was crying.
This is so disturbing and sometimes to be honest I am afraid to see everything that has happened. I think that's why it's been taking so long. When Elizabeth told me how horrible they treated him, I didn't want to see. I didn't want to experience what he was going through. So we are working slowly together.
Another vision for some reason surprised me. I saw Frank insert a needle into a vial kind of thing on the right side of Michael down by his right leg. This would be Michaels right if he was laying in the bed. I am trying to find some kind of confirmation for this, but can't seem to find it. I am assuming this must have been an IV of some sort. Frank then sat in a chair to the right of Michael, which I did receive confirmation for in the photo at right.
Randy Phillips was going through a brown bag to the left of Michael, several feet from the foot of the bed. There must have been some kind of dresser there that the bag was on.
I'd like to say brief case but it was bigger. He was going through papers and then I heard someone yell to find the footage from rehearsals. They took things from the home that night.
I can still hear Frank's voice in my head. What is that a Bronx accent? It sounds like he should have been in a mafia movie.
Although not all the information above has been confirmed, I was able to bring other confirmations today. Bonnie Vent, the medium just recently brought to my attention, posted another video I found validating. I've posted it below. There are several things she brings out here that confirm what I have said about Michael.
He used to leave his body when he lived. (This is in my book as well)
Not everyone that claims to be talking with Michael is.
He is still concerned with his children.
He visits with the kids when they are sleeping (on earlier posts)
There are some other things present as well that I personally had to laugh at. The comment she makes about him liking that she says what he says word for word for example. He's a stickler for that. That's why I said if he does come across strongly, I put it in quotes.
I hope you find it fascinating and know that one day this nightmare of murder will come to an end and truly wish everyone a safe, happy and enjoyable holiday.
** I just want to add that I saw another vision this morning and have just received confirmation on it. There was a man kissing a reddish haired woman that was sleeping. That man was Peter Lopez, Michael's old attorney who has passed. So if his wife is reading this, please know Peter still watches over you and loves you very much.
Yesterday's post entailed an experience I had sharing the consciousness with Michael prior to the time of his passing. I like to always follow up with confirmations. There are times when you receive information that you know is true without a doubt, and others when you have to check the light bulb to make sure it didn't burn out before you assume a ghost did it! This was one time I knew the information was correct, however, the blurred vision thing really made me wonder what might have caused it. So I did some research yesterday and found the toxicological findings from Michael's autopsy.
The following drugs were listed as found in the report:
Propofol
Lidocaine
Diazepam
Nordiazepam
Lorazepam
Midazolam
Ephedrine
Of these drugs, the following are listed to cause near vision, producing blurring, decreased accommodation and diplopia:
Diazepam
Lorazepam
Midazolam
Lidocaine
These findings are published on the Abstract of Joanne L Smith B.Sc., Ph.Phm and J Raymond Buncic, M.D., FRCS(C) t from the Departments of Pharmacy and Opthalmology, The Hospital For Sick Children, Toronto, Ontario, Canada
Further, to clear up any confusion as to Michael "accidentally" killing himself, the autopsy report also concludes that the administration of propofol in the IV would have to be from someone with medical experience. The IV was placed in the left leg and self injection would be highly unlikely. It also states that there were other drugs besides propofol administered.
I also looked up the "ventilator" I felt I was breathing through and found the following information which may explain the feeling since propofol is one of the drugs used and is more commonly used for anesthesia:
What Is a Ventilator?
A ventilator (VEN-til-a-tor) is a machine that supports breathing. These machines mainly are used in hospitals. Ventilators:
Get oxygen into the lungs.
Remove carbon dioxide from the body. (Carbon dioxide is a waste gas that can be toxic.)
Help people breathe easier.
Breathe for people who have lost all ability to breathe on their own.
A ventilator often is used for short periods, such as during surgery when you're under general anesthesia (AN-es-THE-ze-ah). The term "anesthesia" refers to a loss of feeling and awareness. General anesthesia temporarily puts you to sleep.
The medicines used to induce anesthesia can disrupt normal breathing. A ventilator helps make sure that you continue breathing during surgery.
Below is one of the most recent videos from Bonnie Vent, another psychic who has been in communication with Michael, speaking about his murder:
There really has been a surge in twin flame information in the last few years. Once upon a time in my world I searched far and wide and came up with very little. Today it seems there is a plethora of information. Yet I still find very little on flames after death.
Today's post may be unusual. I am in a sense documenting some of my experiences to not only tell you about Michael and the relationship of twin flames after death, but to clear the air about his death as well. I am getting flashbacks.
I have spoken previously about the shared consciousness that twin flame soul mates share. When Michael was alive I would often get flashes of him in different locations, with different people. Telepathy was common as well, as it is with most twin flames.
After he passed I found that the flashes continued. It surprised me. I suppose maybe some part of me thought that he would just go on somewhere and the connection would disappear for a time. This morning I received a vision of Michael conducting a symphony and during the past few weeks, I was getting some disturbing images. Several were of women hiding, some screaming, some running. I didn't know what to make of them. I wanted to help but didn't know how. I wondered why I would receive them even. Was there someone else that I shared a connection with on the other side of the world? My questions were answered when Michael decided to tell me he had took a pilgrimage and had seen the women and was trying to help. I had been seeing what he was. The consciousness had taken in some ways a new dimension.
Several days after he had told me, I received another vision. But it wasn't a vision. It was as if I was him again, only not now. It was him before he passed. I was laying on a bed looking around a room. My vision was blurred and I could see several men walking around at the foot of my bed. My breathing was very shallow. I felt almost as if I was on a ventilator. Now that I think about it, I guess it could have been oxygen.
There is a part of me that contemplated on whether or not to post this, but I feel it's important for several reasons. First because it is something experienced between flames, and secondly and possibly more importantly because Michael told me several years ago there were other people at his home the night he passed. Not only that, but I had sensed he was being drugged up and the blurred vision confirmed it. It was almost as if I had Vaseline smeared over my eyes. So take from this what you will, but Randy Phillips was in that house the night Michael Jackson died. Not only was he in the house, he was in his bedroom, along with two others. The rational mind may like to think he was alone, but he wasn't. If I had to pass on with people present in my room, it certainly wouldn't be these men. Now I can't help but wonder what drug would make your eyes blur like that? I don't think Propofol was the only thing used.
As a side note, I'd also like to say to Paris Jackson that there was nothing you could have done to save your father. It's not your fault. Even if you said you would take care of daddy, honey you couldn't have. These men were playing for keeps.
We all have love. We love our kids, our pets, our world, or maybe just the skirt we bought last
week. We know what it is to like things and we know how to not like things as well. We were brought into the world for one thing: to learn. When we begin our journey as children we are open to the possibilities of all that could be. We take in what is around us for the first time, not judging or criticizing anything or anyone. We grow older and hear others opinions about what they like and don't like. Sometimes we find ourselves "liking" something only because they do or even disliking something because someone told us we should or we want to just fit in. Maybe we've heard it on the news and bought into it, or even maybe we've heard it from a very prominent figure in society.
Our concepts become distorted. The once innocent view of our world is tarnished from the viewpoints of others and we begin to see the world through the eyes of others instead of our own. Our minds become a whirlwind of the he said, she said scenario and now we are confused on exactly what we believe and who to believe. The skirt I bought last week I thought I liked, but Ruth at work tells me it's the wrong length and my girlfriend Cathy just told me that the color is last years. Really, what is a girl to do!
I once saw my neighbor and her child at the mall. Her little girl was about eight years old at the time and was wearing her pajama bottoms and a cute bright pink blouse. My neighbor explained that it was something she thought was really cute to wear and that she, her mother, thought it best to "choose" her battles. Her daughter was expressing herself.
If I chose to wear those same pajama bottoms and a bright pink top it would not be acceptable. Adults are seen as people who should "fit in" to society and if they don't, they are frowned upon and ostracized or better yet, ridiculed. Somewhere and somehow we have an unspoken set of rules in every nation and country of what a normal, "conditioned" adult should look and act like. If you don't believe me, test it yourself.
As you go through the weekend notice the amount of time you are judging people around you. You might think seeing a nun means she is spiritual and pure. I once had a nun give me the finger. Sometimes the cover on the book doesn't tell the whole story.
That's why looking at people, places and things like children; as if you are seeing it or them for the first time allows you to see it or them for what they are. Not for what we were taught they stand for, what we've been told, but your own true perception of the world. We might notice that we begin to see our differences as something beautiful, for even the leaves on the trees and the trees themselves are all different. Yet the delight they show as their leaves glisten in the sun, all standing in the same field, never reveals a bit of hatred, anger or disdain for the one tree among them that is old and dying. Their very branches seem to hover over it, protecting it from further damage and embracing it in love.
If we are constant in this measure of being, always checking in with the open minded child within, we'll begin to see the world differently. Our constancy in life will always lead us to better things. When we are open and honest with ourselves and others, we can only find our own happiness in the light we were once created in; love.
It's been difficult to get updates today on court, but Michael tells me his nephews are done and have testified. When I asked how they did he said it was very emotional.
I tweeted some of the information presented today from his nephew TJ. Most of it was recalling what kind of relationship they had with Michael and now with his children. Back in 1994 Michael was in the UK helping his nephews, Taj, Tarryl, and TJ record an album. They all form a group called 3T and I had written a song title and lyrics down before I heard it come out on their album. The song was called "Why" and they had recorded it with Michael on their album called "Brotherhood". Michael asked me about what to name the album during that time as well. If you recall the group that our sponsor is from is the Brotherhood as well, so it made sense at the time. Kind of a two fold deal, since 3T where brothers as well.
I have a lot of memories from those days of his nephews and it was emotional for me to read some of the testimony today. It brought many memories back and I know how close they felt to Michael and how they must hurt missing him. They also lost their mother to murder and it tends to get relived when similar events transpire. I hope you'll join me in saying a little prayer of strength and healing their way today.
I plan on updating again if there is more evidence that has been presented that I haven't seen yet. For now I'll leave you with the video they did with Michael. The story of them recording with Michael is in my book.
UPDATE: When asked if they thought Michael was murdered his nephew replied "Yes. People do anything for money."
What an interesting day yesterday. My internet went out just as Prince was taking the stand. Later, as I was walking through the parking lot of Target I felt Michael. I acknowledged his presence by saying hi, what's going on? He was happy and I could feel him almost giddy. He said "Prince finished testifying". I said "How did he do?" With a little laugh of exasperation he said "He did great!" I couldn't wait to get home to read over the testimony.
Prince Jackson, your father is more than proud of you!
I'll start with a tweet I copied from TeamMichaelJackson that I think says it all :
#LRT Enough 4 the jurors to b sure now that Randy Phillips is a liar. Prince just completely destroyed RP image & credibility.
I hardly know where to begin so much came out that has confirmed what we have said here on the blog, yet there is so much more to be said.
We can start by going back to the Conrad Murray trial. Back in 2011 the court showed Michael coming home from security footage taken at his home. A black sedan pulled up to the house and Michael was peaking from the back seat. The rest of the footage was missing. At that time we said here there were other people in the house. I believe I also posted more details regarding the cars that were there. Yesterday's testimony not only confirmed that Randy Phillips was there the night of Michael's death (and let me clarify - I say night because I don't believe he died at noon the 25th/it was hours before then) but that security personnel who were paid by AEG would not let Joseph Jackson, Michael's father through security when Michael phoned him for help.
The testimony itself was heart wrenching. I can't imagine having to be 16 years old and tell such a testimony about the person who was most cherished by you. Prince showed both strength and conviction when he explained how they had called for him when Michael was lying halfway off the bed with his eyes rolled back in his head and Paris was calling for their dad. I had also posted this on the blog. Michael had told me he blanked out at this point. He stood witnessing the event, out of his body, and the last he heard was Paris calling out for him.
There was also testimony that Michael feared for his life and he had not only expressed that to Prince, but had cried several times after phone conversations with the AEG executive. Prince witnessed the executives' abusive behavior even with Conrad Murray when he saw him grabbing his arm. Other things like vases that were broken in the home and the bloodied shirt we referenced with the physical abuse we've been talking about on this blog for quite a while paint a tortured picture of humanity at its worst.
Prince said that Randy Phillips often showed up at the house even when Michael wasn't home. Sometimes with another man. That's very telling to me. The other "man". It makes one wonder if security was for Michaels safety or Randy's? Oh yea, security was being paid by AEG, I guess that would be Randy's. That must be what happened to the tape and all the paperwork that went missing after Michael's death. I'll go further and say also that must be how they were able to obtain so many of Michael's songs, etc so quickly. And let us remember, AEG is not a publisher of music, Sony is. There is also evidence in the testimony, not from Prince, but in emails early on when Randy Phillips was approaching Michael to do the deal, that referenced the amount of money Sony made with Michael from his music. If Randy Phillips is not in the recording industry exactly what would that mean to him? Seems this set up with Sony might have been from the very beginning.
I'll end here because some of this is very hard for me. But let me end on this note: There was testimony about Michael's meditation practice, but my favorite part of the testimony was when Prince told the court what he told his siblings when they found out so coldly by Murray and Frank DiLeo ("Sorry kids. Your dad is dead.") that there were angels watching over them. He said it to comfort them, because his dad always had told them that. Prince was right. There are angels watching over them and one of them just happens to be their dad.
