A Message From Michael

It was a trying day yesterday.  Since his passing, Michael has been concerned about his mother and children in particular.  He was close by his family yesterday as they prepared for court.

It feels a little uncomfortable to share this, because it's almost hard to believe for some people.  Although there are many people who have spoken to people after they have passed, for me it's common place and has been for years.  Not only Michael, but with my grandmother, grandfather, friends fathers, friends grandfathers, and on and on.  With Michael, however, it was not only after his passing but before.  Because I haven't shared our contact with very many people, I feel a little vulnerable.  That's why this blog will remain anonymous.  As he put it, the public would "eat me alive".

I've had a lot of thoughts about what it might be like on the "other side".  I have left my body and know the freedom of moving in spirit, but I've always wondered what it was really like.  Michael and I haven't talked a whole lot about that, but we have talked some.  His friend Elizabeth passed just this past March and is with him, and he says to say he's also met with James Brown again . . lol  I know of many children that have passed and through other channels have heard they have met Michael.  He and Elizabeth are very busy, still, with their philanthropic efforts.  I suppose that's the kind of souls they are.  If you are concerned about the welfare of humanity, you remain that way, even after your body stops working.

Last night after the first day of the trial, I was exhausted.  I didn't know if it was just me, or if it was me and I was picking up on what he might be feeling.  So I asked him how he was doing and we agreed that we would put it down in words.  His answer surprised me.  I suppose I expected him to remark about the case or express his feelings about the testimony, but he didn't.  This is what he said . .

"I am humbled.  I can't believe the number of fans all over the world that are supporting me.  I hear them.  I hear all of them.  Every word.  It's amazing.  The prayers, the wishes, the desire to do good, everything is in my heart and I can't believe the outpouring of love.  It's truly, truly amazing.  I wish I could be there to share it all with you.  I wish you could know the love I feel in my heart for every one of you.  If you could only know the way the world really works you would know that I'm at peace.  The love you have given to me may not have nourished my body, but it has nourished my soul.  That love can take you to the heights of reality.  The true reality is that of the spirit, and in the spirit of love.  Lift yourselves up to a place of love and you will soar.

The trial, is just that, a trial.  Whether Conrad Murray is found guilty or not, doesn't matter.  He knows what he did.  God knows what he did.  It won't be long before I'm avenged.  There's no one on earth that can hide what they do in life.  It resides in the consciousness of all things and will be revealed in time.  This I'm sure of. "

So there you have it.  Take if for what you will . . and don't shoot me . .I'm only the messenger.  My focus was on court yesterday, so if there were fans rallying and praying . .thank you.

Perfect Storm or Perfect Murder?

I can't imagine how the family must feel.   I am exhausted from today.  Just the sight of Michael's mom made me cry. . .  Thank God for Kenny Ortega.  He provided wonderful testimony and was successful in painting an introduction to what has happened behind the scenes.  God bless him for being such a great friend to Michael.

Some common language that I have used here, and some things I have stated previously did come out already on just this first day.

1.  The concert tour was never intended just for 10 days (Michaels statement to me regarding time of the tour)
2.  Defense claims they can prove "scientifically" that Michael died instantly (I've said this previously as well, except the defense is claiming it was by Michael's hand.  AGAIN, it was not - as Michael told me after he passed back in 2009, also stated here previously.
3.  The syringe - A syringe was found by the bedside with propofol evidence in it.  As stated previously,  Michael had stated someone gave him a shot.  This would be the evidence suggesting that.
4.  Other people - Prior to opening arguments I stated "other" people would be brought up.  Kenny brought up the email he emailed to Paul and Randy of AEG at 2 am in the morning (Kenny must have been VERY concerned to email that late) stating the concern of Michaels state.
5.  The closet- brought up as the area where Murray stashed the drugs
6.  His death was over money .. .
7.  Kenny testified, as I stated earlier and in the same language (platform), that Michael wanted to use the performances as a "Platform" for sending a message to heal the world.
8.  Other drugs - it was confirmed by testimony that there were other drugs found in Michaels system that contributed to his death that were administered by Dr Murray
9.  Timeline-earlier brought up and of course has been in the news.  I expect more evidence as to the time of death to come.
10.  Defense stated the "perfect storm" was created by the drugs in Michael's body.  Knowing he had a prior history of drug problems, what a better way to make it look like he did it himself.  This is more like the "perfect murder"  If he died immediately, why wasn't it reported immediately . . .
11.  Why would Murray record Michael apparently on drugs . .another name coming up "Klein" perhaps
12.  LaToya Jackson tweeted today that she hoped someone would come forward with who else was in the house - She has confirmed what Michael has stated previously here as well, there was someone else.

More to come . .

At this juncture may we all continue to keep our thoughts and prayers with the family . . . .

Opening statements....

On this the opening day of statements in the Conrad Murray case, I will enter my own opening statement and reiterate again what I said before.  Michael Jackson did not kill himself.  He was given a "shot" when everything went black and passed.

Michael had a problem, he had issues with drugs, he had issues with sleep.  It does not mean he took matters into his own hands.  I'm sure the prosecution will show the lengths Michael went to to get in shape for any tour. The timeline in which will show Dr Murray negligent beyond a doubt.  As the trial progresses, I am looking for evidence to be presented as follows:

1.  Closet evidence

2.  Blood 

3.  Missing documents from his office

4.  Time of death

5.  Rubber gloves

6.  The names of other people

7.  Needle marks

8.  other drug administrations

9.  Eating and diet/reduced appetite

10.  Condition of his body when paramedics arrived

11.  Paris/Prince testimony 

This is such a heated case and very personal to many people.  I can only hope for the best outcome.  Unfortunately, I feel there will be much mud slinging and will keep on top of what is said with rebuttals.

As fans and onlookers if it was a member of our own family, I hope that your thoughts and prayers will be with the family at this time.

"Tenets" from Michael's past . . .

While working on my story today, I was going over a speech Michael gave at Oxford University in 2001.  I had just seen him the month before at Carnegie Hall in New York City for the unveiling of a charity called "Heal the Kids".  Increasingly concerned about his children, you can understand that after I learned about the recent news of a reality show, and most recently, Prince traveling alone to Germany to accept an award on behalf of his father, my heart ached even more as I read the speech over.  I can't tell you how much I wish the family would realize what they are doing, and who they are being guided by.  Unfortunately, theirs is a family in which no one can be trusted.


I didn't plan on posting to the blog today, but when I got to the part about the "tenets" of the Children's Universal Bill of Rights, I had to laugh.  There was that word again.  The same word he used when he described the Tenets of Love in my prior post.  So now that I know what it means (after ever so diligently looking it up on the internet! lol) I thought it would be nice to post Michael's prior tenets regarding children as they were given during his 2001 speech at Oxford University.  (Perhaps this may serve as further validation as to our connection for some and heartwarming validation for others.)

" ... what has never been in dispute is that children have certain inalienable rights, and the gradual erosion of those rights has led to scores of children worldwide being denied the joys and security of childhood.

I would therefore like to propose tonight that we install in every home a Children’s Universal Bill of Rights, the tenets of which are:

1. The right to be loved without having to earn it

2. The right to be protected, without having to deserve it

3. The right to feel valuable, even if you came into the world with nothing

4. The right to be listened to without having to be interesting

5. The right to be read a bedtime story, without having to compete with the evening news

6. The right to an education without having to dodge bullets at schools

         7. The right to be thought of as adorable - (even if you have a face that only a mother could love.

Friends, the foundation of all human knowledge, the beginning of human consciousness, must be that each and every one of us is an object of love. Before you know if you have red hair or brown, before you know if you are black or white, before you know of what religion you are a part, you have to know that you are loved."

Influencing the Masses

Twin souls come together in purpose always.  Most often the result is not only growth for the two people involved, but to raise the consciousness of those around them as well.


In the early 80's Michael Jackson's career had reached a point in history whereby he could influence the masses.  He took amazing responsibility for his life in the public eye.  I don't believe that with all the press that has been written did they ever report him to be irresponsible in his pubic behavior.  There were no wild parties he threw, no public drunkeness, nor slews of mistresses.  His life was about giving, healing and using his "gift in music", as he called it, as a platform to help others.  He was personally responsible for eliminating world hunger by 50%.  Further, with reports that he was almost broke, I have failed to hear anyone take note of the fact that he said he would go broke by giving back and he didn't care if by giving, he did go broke.


Last night I didn't sleep well.  I was awakened many times.  I was a little concerned about the book I am writing that I believe is our joint mission.  Twin souls always have one.  This, I believe, is my part in holding up what we are here to do.  Share the story with others, so that they too can benefit from the knowledge and experience of what twin ship and our true natures really are.


Michael always has his input while I'm writing.  And, in writing this blog I always ask what he wishes for me to say.  There was news about Elizabeth Taylor testifying against him, other things that could be commented on, but that wasn't what he expressed.


He spoke about tenets of love and using them to influence the masses.  He was speaking about his life.  Should he write the book himself, that's what he would talk about.  This is what he used in his lifetime, the tenets of love.


So thank God for the internet because I didn't even know what a tenet was!  When I looked it up, I understood.  Tenets are principles or beliefs.  He lived his life by the belief in love.  By the exercise of this love, he regarded the whole human species as one family. By stating it this way, it gave me insight.  He spurred me on to another realization.  I had always thought he was more spiritually developed than I.  I had even asked him at one time if he would teach me.  As he often did, he wrote about it in his song "Butterflies" with the lyrics "I would show you, guide you to the light." (There are also other notations in this song, regarding commonalities of twin souls as in the lyrics "You're not here with me, still I can feel you near me ".  Many twins can "feel" one another, even though they are not physically together.)


The realization was, however, that this belief of love and living as one family was a self-evident reality for him, not a visionary ideal.  Many of us live as though it ought to be true,  but not that it is.  There are tremendous realities in human life, and it should be as impossible to question their validity as it is to question the ground underneath our feet.  His belief in our spirits, our connection to one another, was just that concrete.  It wasn't just a notion, it was something that was a "matter of fact".   


Should we all take this approach in our own lives, imagine how we too could "influence the masses".


"Butterflies"

New Findings Regarding Michael's Previous Request . . .

In my previous post on 9/13/2011 "As Requested", I expressed to you Michael's concern about his children and how upset he was at something that was going on with them in regards to the media and having a normal childhood.  Today I discovered an article dated 9/15/2011, just two days after my post:  Reality Show

If you click on the link you'll discover why Michael is so upset.  The article is written by Music News.com and talks about the kids being involved in a new reality show.  If you never believed in the connection of twin souls before, you might start to take note now. The only way I could have known this information would have been from Michael himself.  I'm only beginning to post a glimpse into the world of twin souls.  As things progress and I add posts, you'll be able to journey with me as things such as this have and will be revealed.

With the pending trial I can only say, fasten your seats belts, it's going to be a bumpy ride . . .

MJ Fans and the "connection" experience . . .

I've been reading some of the material out there on the net. I've watched many fans over the years and have heard them speak about Michael.  I'll say I've never seen such a loving group of people who have adored someone and supported them so much.

Coming out with information about the twin soul experience with Michael, may leave some people to question their experiences or feelings about a special "connection" they may have experienced with him.  I wanted to make this clear, because I believe it to be part of the reason I'm here.

Because someone discovers they are a twin soul of someone else does not give either party ownership of that person.  Matter of fact, by time such a discovery has been made most often both parties have developed spiritually enough to encompass and experience the realms of many souls.  We meet soul mates, soul friends, next of twins, and so on and so on.  Increasing our vibration, developing divine love, and embracing ALL of humanity are the traits that begin to define the compass on the path to discovery of the twin flame.

I believe Michael "connected" with so many people because he did have these qualities.  Further, I think that those who have felt connections with him did so because they were "connected" to him.  Simply put,we are ALL connected to one another.  That truly is the real beauty of the twin flame story.

I remember when Princess Diana died.  There were many people who felt "connected" to her as well.  We mourned her loss because we "connected" to her on a personal level somewhere deep within us.  Psychologists may say we saw something in her that we needed to believe or see.  With Michael, I think it was the same.  He meant something to all of us personally in a unique way and on a very personal level.  Whether or not it was something we needed to believe in or wanted to see really doesn't matter.  Michael instilled hope, and humanity without hope is dead.  Somewhere deep inside of us I think we all know that we are inherently connected with one another.  Because we may have never met him, or may have never met Diana, doesn't mean we don't have real feelings or even a real connection.  That connection however strong or weak, remains with each one of us whether we decide to acknowledge it or not for all of eternity.

May we ALL use the spark that Michael ignited within each one of us to tender a warm fire, that not only keeps our souls in the embrace of the love he shared with us all, but to ignite a spark in others to continue the legacy and carry on the flame of love in others for years to come.