7/12/13

Visitations with Sri - Mira (Mother) and our vibrations

Sri sat with his white strands of hair beaming.  I engaged in conversation with Mira.  I wanted to know what it was like when Sri passed on.  He had an accident and died.  I had read that she said she felt the vibration of it in her very being the moment it happened.  "Did you talk to him, see him after he passed?" I asked.  "He appeared to me even physically", she said.  "We were always in contact.  It never ends."

She told me to write it down.  "Draw a circle", she said, "and another in the middle.  Here in the center is you.  The outer circle is the universe and you emit vibrations out into the universe constantly."

"Draw another dot here, that is you.  Here is where I am", she said, "and here is where "we" are.  We step down our vibration to be with you. "

"All of life dances to this orchestra.
 One beats at a note above the other,
another beating of the drum is below.
We are cymbals, drums, flutes and clarinets, each sounding our vibrational frequencies into the earth.  This time we must recognize what we wish to compose.  Is it a song of freedom, of love, of righteousness or of war?  We choose, you choose and the world as a whole is the result of those choices.  We are one.  Blessings."



7/11/13

The Legend of Neverland

I had put the phrase on a t-shirt for a company I founded in 2007 called Inner Temple.  "What you believe and conceive, you can achieve."  It was those same words that Taj Jackson testified on the stand today that Michael believed in as well.  Another reference was made to his favorite song, "Man in the Mirror", and I find myself thinking of where this all has taken us.

It is a place of knowing and understanding, when you continually marvel at the relationship of the soul. We dream, we see, we just know things that in this everyday world, seem just too far fetched yet still.  Most people don't talk about spiritual experiences for fear they won't be believed or ridiculed for believing in something that seemingly no one else does.  When I write these words, I can't help but know that they are missing out on the most magical part of life.

What is the purpose of life itself if not to spur itself into a continuum of love?  What is the sense of living, if you are forbidden to live it passionately?  Who is to say what the absolute truth is for any of us in this world today?  In answer to all of these questions, it boils down to one thing, you.

It is your perception, your experience and your beliefs that will help you move forward or hold you back.  They will enter you into an argument, or have you make peace.  They will allow you to help heal the world, or they will deter your efforts because no else "believes" in your dream.

The legend of Peter Pan is based upon believing.  If you've ever seen the story, you'll remember the boyhood Pan reciting the same words to his boyhood friends.  "All it takes is faith and trust and a little bit of pixie dust"  Mentoring the boys to never grow up and become stuffy adults adds the magic back into Pan's life to "believe" he could achieve anything.  The legend of Neverland is the same.  If we hold within us the faith in our inner child to never grow up, we'll also hold the keys to the kingdom of heaven.  For those who not only see the world through the eyes of a child, but believe in it as well, will be among those who achieve the most monumental changes in our history.  All that you have come to know and believe, could be just a dream.  For those who believe in Neverland, the dream will never end.


7/10/13

Visitations with Sri - Twins, Love, and Brahman

Twin flames Sri Aurobindo and Mother (Mira)
Some years back there were two very well known twin flames living; Sri Aurobindo and Mother.  It's been said that many twin flames when joined together will turn around and help others as well.  I've been seeing Sri quite often in meditation, as well as his lovely counterpart Mira (Mother).  The most extraordinary part of meditation is that it allows you to quite your mind enough to be able to connect with great beings like these.  The frosting on the cake, however, is when you are able to become their student.

I almost felt as if Michael had brought Sri to me.  I saw him dressed in a blue shirt and very much at peace.  He sat with us as Sri commented on how knowledgeable Michael was and I couldn't help but think that I really must be the "slow one" in the group.

We talked about Brahman.  Sri had a beautiful way of explaining it; he said Brahman is Hindu you know.  It is the word they use to describe the all encompassing force that all of life is.  That is Brahman.  It is not a deity, and it is not only within man, it is all things.  The force, he said, that activates Brahman, is love.

Well to me that sounded nice, but how exactly would love activate Brahman, I wondered.  How can you begin to feel love or activate love yourself?  He described love like this:  Love is the force that draws the flower nearer to the sun; it is the desire to reach for and connect with another piece of Brahman; it is the force that causes the trees to sprout limbs, the mountains to shield the cattle, the part within you that desires to create a warm smile to share and the desire and yearning for union between a man and a woman.  It is a reaching for, a compelling of; that is it's nature.

I know that technically twin flames are suppose to join together.  One part of the soul, joins with the other and notice him and Mira were still two separate individuals.  He said if that were true, the idea in my mind, he would have two heads!  Not likely, he said.  The joining, he explained, is the vibrational frequency of the soul itself.  Like a neurotransmitter, you can be miles apart and still on the same radio station, so to speak.  The difference between "joining" and being twins and not knowing, is the level of frequency and the consciousness of that frequency.  The higher you go, the more Brahman is accessed.  The love then that compels the two together flourishes upon the other and creates a ripple of more love in the universe.  You are complete, because the two now act as a force of love in Brahman and not two resonating at different levels still trying to merge.


Sri and Mira are very loving and I am very honored and blessed to be able to offer this to you.  They have not come for my benefit alone and we are in agreement to post our visits here.  I'll be offering more "Visitations with Sri" as they come.

7/8/13

Michael's Death Conspiracy - Asking the Questions

Hypothesis:  Michael Jackson was deliberately drugged by Conrad Murray, who under direct supervision of AEG, made sure that he would not be able to perform as necessary to meet the requirements of the contract.  I further contend, that John Branca was directly involved with negotiating a deal with AEG in an attempt to regain the controlling rights over Sony and other assets , such as the Beatles catalog owned and acquired by Michael Jackson from Branca and Sony in previous years.  Branca and his Sony company board participants facilitated rights to documented footage and sales of This Is It as well as stepping in to facilitate their own deal by ensuring all assets of Michael Jackson would be transferred to the Estate of Michael Jackson (John Branca and McClain) for their own control; this includes the self dealing company they are a part of: Sony.  These self dealings continue today by the formation of trusts and other investments benefiting Sony and the executors directly.

The Questions:

What was on the contract with AEG and Michael?  Collateral:  In the event of default, AEG would be entitled to all assets of Michael Jackson freely - particularly outlining "including films", etc.

What did Sony wish to acquire from Michael?  The assets once lost to Michael from Sony and Branca: The Beatles Catalog and ownership rights in Sony itself.

Was AEG in the business of films?  AEG and Sony are named on the DVD version of This Is It. Their "agreement" allowed them to gain huge profits.  I believe Randy Phillips of AEG realized how much "profit" he could acquire per his email to introduce the project to AEG when he noted how much money Sony made from Michael Jackson sales in January of that year.  I have no prior knowledge of AEG being in the film business.  AEG is known as a concert promoter, not a film producer.

How did AEG acquire footage of This Is It and so soon?  The US Copyright office shows documented filing for copyright of This is It was acquired 5 business days after Michael's date of death by AEG.  Was AEG filming for themselves, when prior testimony stated they were not?  And if not, how did they acquire rights to this footage since the executors of the estate for Michael Jackson would be in charge of his assets at this point?  If it is true then, they were filming, it shows intent to enter into an agreement with Sony from the beginning.  If not, did the executors run to Michael's house get the footage then call AEG and say "Hey, let's make a movie?" all in a matter of hours?

What is different from Michael during the 8 week period talked about in the trial from him doing multiple spins to hardly able to do one?  Conrad Murray's entering into a verbal agreement with AEG.  On May 1st Conrad Murray's services began.  He documents that his services were being fulfilled to the "client" in good faith in his email to Tim Wooley of AEG on 5/28/09.  This would not only imply that Conrad was servicing AEG's "client", not Michael Jackson, but that according to testimony, the deteriorating health of Michael Jackson was as a direct result of this agreement with Conrad Murray and AEG to service the "client" proven by the period of eight weeks of deteriorating health as testified and the simultaneous chronology of the date services began for "the client".

On 5/28 another email from Murray to Tim Wooley of AEG states:  "I find it a pleasure to work with you and look forward for future endeavors."  What future endeavors?  I thought they were contending he worked for Michael and in such case should have been corresponding with Michael about "future endeavors", not AEG.

What drugs were on the autopsy report and found in the home that would lead us to believe that someone was deliberately poisoning Michael?   During a recent review of both the autopsy and coroners report we find many different drugs.  The ones that stand out, however, are drugs that contradict each other.  Propofol, Lidocane and Flumazemil, for instance were detected in a syringe and in fluid from IV tubing.  Flumazemil is an agent that elicits symptoms of benzodiazepine withdrawl (which Michael exhibited with flu like symptoms, paranoia, forgetfullness, sensitivity to the ears, etc) and also is used as a blocking agent for properties found in other benzodiazepine.  What does this mean?  Not only was Michael being given Propofol to help him sleep, he was also being given an agent to keep him awake at the same time, further rendering other side effects including prolonged insomnia, flu like symptoms, etc.  Further findings on the report include evidence of Ephedrine in the urine.  This is a diet pill.  Recent photos of Michael and his severe loss in weight (also a symptom from withdrawl effect) don't look like he needed an appetite suppressant.  If I wanted to run someone down, however, I might use one or two and make sure they don't sleep as well.  I would say that would have a definite effect on one spin versus multiple spins in just the months prior.

Why would they poison Michael?  To acquire the assets, money from sales and still go on with the show.  Looking at photos,  clips and even songs to date lead me to question:  Will the real Michael Jackson please stand up?  

Who would benefit?  AEG, Sony, The Michael Jackson Estate (i.e. John Branca and McClain)

How do we know AEG was involved?  Recent testimony reveals even early on how lazy Randy Phillips explained Michael was and that he would try to get out of doing the shows.  He goes on further to state how Michael will lose everything, they had a contract.  Talk about coming out with it.  Of course he would paint him lazy when he knows he's making him that way and getting everything for himself as a direct result of a breach of contract, is exactly what was intended.

Further, the evidence of emails regarding the insurance policy that was obtained early on included a healthy medical exam for Michael.  In March they tried to up the insurance but when faced with getting an updated exam and the exam was requested to be in London they wanted to  "pull the plug", then in later emails "reschedule" for sooner in the states.  They already knew Michael wouldn't pass medical in London - they had plans to make sure he wouldn't be able to perform, let along pass a medical exam.  If it was all on the up and up then Conrad Murray wouldn't have lied on behalf of AEG as evidenced on 6/23 that he was in great health.  The documentation is an email from Kathy Jarrie of AEG thanking Murray for his "assistance" with the insurance company.

On June 18, 2009 Phillips and Gongaware of AEG demanded Michael stop seeing Dr. Arnold Klein and demanded medications only be taken by Murray.  Klein may have been able to help and most likely would have gotten in the way since he had been Michael's doctor for years.

Phillips also resisted the request from Kenny Ortega to seek help for Michael when Kenny complained about Michael's state of mind.  Not only did he say no psychological help as Kenny offered he needed, but said that it was "critical" that none of them in the show become amateur physicians or psychologists.  This implies he not only knows something about Michael's physical state, but tells us further to leave it to Conrad Murray.  He has it well handled, he says, and is, by the way, under AEG's direction.

Who was Frank Dileo and why did he come back into Michael's life?  Michael's "former" manager and sat on the board of directors for Sony.  He wasn't his manager in January when Michael started negotiating with AEG, apparently "someone" hired him back in.  If we know AEG is the one footing the bill, my bet is on them.

Where was the security footage?  Security footage from the home where Michael was living was missing the night he passed.  No one knows where it went.

Who paid security?  AEG paid everyone and for everything, retaining control of everything and everyone in Michael's life at that time.

Who paid Dr. Murray?  The contract with Murray was with AEG.  His revised contract even included a "confidentiality" agreement.  The first did not.  Revised contract date: 6/23 per email evidence entered into court.  The confidentiality included the sensitive information Conrad Murray might come across.  If he was Michael's doctor, I don't think the confidential things were AEG's business, yet I guess AEG remained in control, so this does make sense.  We wouldn't want Conrad to tell anyone about what was "expected" of him.

Who scheduled additional shows?  AEG

Who fired all of Michael's business associates in the same month Murray was hired?  AEG

Why did the estate not take action against Conrad Murray if he was responsible for Michael's death?  The estate has contended Murray has no money, however, the contact that he had with AEG required him to obtain malpractice insurance.  I guess that would cover the good old doctor so what other reason would the estate have in not suing him?  Obligation?  They have already made it known to sue for less, like Michael's Heal the World Foundation but not Michael's death?  That's odd, don't you think?

Why is AEG interested in seeing "an innocent man" set free?  I would imagine the same reason the estate has not taken action against him.  Conspiracy.

Whose name(s) are on the This is It DVD case?  AEG, Sony, Columbia Pictures, The Michael Jackson Company (The Estate)

Who was taking footage of This is It?  According to testimony in the Conrad Murray trial, no one but Michael's guys were.  However, according to credits on the film as well as copyright application, we see many cameras and camera men being given credit.

How was that footage acquired?  If it was Michael's it stands to reason someone took it from his home and I don't think he handed it to anyone.





Consciousness of Humanity

They started as flashes of scenes.  My guides told me to just let them pass.  I was viewing things from all over the world.  Acts of kindness, selfishness and people speaking to one another.

It was 2012 when the world seemed to be in an uproar about the ending of the Mayan Calendar.  It predicted a change in world consciousness.  For some reason perhaps most believed it would happen all in one day.  Yet, it is still happening on a daily level.  For as the flower grows it's petals, so does the consciousness of humanity.

During the revolution of industries, a great number of inventions were created.  Factories put their buildings up, the auto industry began creating more cars and merchandising to make money became common place.  As the years went on, we began to notice the contribution these things also made on a global level.  The exhaust from the cars and even the toxicity of waste from the factories.  Our consciousness is the same.  Each deed we do, each thought we think, enters into our global atmosphere.  Like an unseen smog, it can depress or uplift us, depending on what we decide to put into it.

This unity consciousness effects us all even though we might not see it.  We can feel it when events like 9/11 happen and enter into the compassion of it when school children are killed by a man searching to end his own pain.  We are collective and unified, yet we still have the thinking that we are separate.  Like separate cells on the human body, we each play a part in the world we live in, as even each cell on your body effects the whole.  One cell can infect another.  It can spread infection and create havoc on your entire system.  Adversely, another cell can induce healing and heal the entire body, adversely creating a healthy state of being.  We are not different.  The deeds in one day handed to one person can either make or break that persons day.  In turn they too can decide to pass it on to another.  Depending on what they received from you, it could determine if that deed is in kindness or rudeness, inspiration or in despair.

What power we have!  Yet we still do not realize the extent of it.  We create our world each day individually with our own thoughts and collectively as a whole.  May we one day we realize that both are the same.

7/5/13

Evidence of Keeping Michael from Performing his Contractual Duties/The Autopsy


After some research, it was discovered that if Michael was taking Ambien, as stated on the previous post, it could have been out of his system in as little as six hours:

Rxlist Messageboard: Bendodiaziapines & Drug Testing http://www.rxlist.com/rxboard/ambien.pl?read=1055 Regarding the matter of how long Ambien is detectable, the drug is rapidly eliminated from the body, and is usually undetectable within 6 to 14 hours

Three of the other medications found in his system were Bendodiaziapines, which are all used as sedatives and muscle relaxers, most often used before surgery.


One of the drugs, Diazepam, also treats insomnia, however another property it is used for is Benzodrazepine withdrawl, which can occur from the sudden abruption or gradual reduction of other Bendodiaziapine medications, like the Nordiazepam, Lorazepam and Midazolam found in Michaels system. An interesting note on this is that if that was what Michael was experiencing the following may be present:  (I've highlighted those symptoms that I currently am aware of.)
The following symptoms may emerge during gradual or abrupt dosage reduction:
 
I am not a doctor, but the one that did hit me on this list was "Increased sensitivity to sound" You can see Michael on tape during rehearsals telling them to turn the sound on his earpiece down.

There were several other medications that I found interesting. One was Ephedrine which is a stimulant and appetite suppressant. Nice option for someone already losing weight, don't you think?

Also found on the dresser, in Exhibit 500-390 from the LAPD, is a bottle of Flumazenil which is used to reverse the effects of sedation from medications like Midazolam found in Michaels system.  So simply put it seems like there was insurance on keeping him sedated and tired as well as undernourished.  That would probably lead one to believe that performance and contractual duties would be almost impossible.  

Below is the video of Michael at rehearsals taking his earpiece out just before he asks them to adjust the sound.  The actual footage of him asking for sound adjustment is taken out, but present in the full version of This Is It.  You can tell he is pushing it here.  He looks very tired.







More Confirmations - NEW Information

An addiction specialist took the stand on Tuesday in the AEG vs Jacksons trial.  The specialist confirmed what's been stated here before: Michael Jackson was not an addict; he was dependent on pain medication.

Also in the news is Paris Jackson.  Again as we've stated earlier, she is now expected to be in "treatment" until the trial is over.  I don't think many of us are surprised by that one.

Other reports are claiming Jermaine Jackson is claiming that Paris doesn't respect authority.  I'm not surprised by this and really want to comment. I have permission on this one,  so just let me say, again (because I've said this earlier too) abusers do not like people who are not submissive to them.  Paris has her own mind and was raised that way.  There is nothing wrong with a young woman having her own mind and Jermaine, I suppose your son shooting a taser gun at Michael's children would be considered respecting authority?  I'll just stop there, because I could do volumes on Jackson abuse.  Michael raised and wanted to raise his children differently.

Several other issues have been brought up as to Michael's health and medications.  He's recently told me about a drug called Ambien that was given to him.  He kept impressing me to look it up.  Ambien is defined as:  Ambien (zolpidem) is a sedative, also called a hypnotic. It affects chemicals in your brain that may become unbalanced and cause sleep problems (insomnia).

The side effects are:  

Ambien side effects

Ambien may cause a severe allergic reaction. Stop taking Ambien and get emergency medical help if you have any of these signs of an allergic reaction to zolpidem: hives; difficulty breathing; swelling of your face, lips, tongue, or throat.
Report any new or worsening symptoms to your doctor, such as: depression, anxiety, aggression, agitation, confusion, unusual thoughts, hallucinations, memory problems, changes in personality, risk-taking behavior, decreased inhibitions, no fear of danger, or thoughts of suicide or hurting yourself.
Stop using Ambien and call your doctor at once if you have:
  • chest pain, fast or irregular heartbeat, feeling short of breath;
  • trouble breathing or swallowing; or
  • feeling like you might pass out.
Common Ambien side effects may include:
  • daytime drowsiness, dizziness, weakness, feeling "drugged" or light-headed;
  • tired feeling, loss of coordination;
  • stuffy nose, dry mouth, nose or throat irritation;
  • nausea, constipation, diarrhea, upset stomach; or
  • headache, muscle pain

    What other drugs will affect Ambien?

    You may need a lower dose of Ambien if you take other medicines that make you sleepy or slow your breathing (such as cold medicine, pain medication, muscle relaxants, and medicine for depression, anxiety, or seizures). Tell your doctor if you are currently taking any of these medications.

This would explain the loss of coordination, not sleeping, not eating and more recently, headaches, Michael was suffering.  He told me he was getting headaches and was taking a green pill with a white stripe around it.  I looked it up and it's Exedrin Extra Strength, as pictured here.

As far as I could see, I did not see Ambien on the toxicological findings, however, I don't feel that is conclusive to what he was being given prior to the night he passed.  Conrad Murray did say he was trying to get Michael off the Propofol.