Michael Jackson's Twin Soul - The Glamorous Life

Have you noticed since Randy Jackson's tweets made headlines, Paris Jackson's new photos have surfaced?  In the entertainment industry I suppose it's all about the media, who gets the best press, most coverage and looks the best.  I've been witness to some of the biggest slander wars as I've watched Michael's coverage through the years.  Unfortunately, I can say that most of it was completely skewed.

Currently, they are painting Debbie Rowe as the new mother Theresa of 2013, when just a few short years ago she was the woman who sold her kids.  The new stories, in my opinion, are the new image Ms Rowe needs as she moves in to take custody of the children.  I don't know Debbie, but I do know some of the history, what Michael has told me and the decisions he has made regarding Debbie in the past.  I know California law states that the children's custody goes to the surviving spouse, or in this case surviving parent.  I can't tell you how heart wrenching this is for me to watch.

Through the years I've watched in the shadows the public at large put Michael up on a pedestal, tear him down, then crucify him on every form of media known to man.  Now, after his murder, I get to watch as his children are ping ponged around and given to the one woman he never wanted them to go to.  My heart is broken, as I watch helplessly.  If I believed that Paris was in good hands, that Prince wanted to be with her, or even that she loved them, it would be different.  But I don't feel that way.  Paris wanted a mother long ago.  Debbie was not the one that Michael reached out to.

Like the pages of my diary, here it is in a nutshell.  Imagine being connected to someone all your life.  You share with that person feelings, emotions, speak with them almost constantly.  You share in their pain, you watch as a public tears them apart at the most cherished parts of their being.  You watch from the television, knowing they are reporting only what they want to be heard.  You know the truth.  You know the damage it's doing to the person it's being reported against.  But you can't hold his hand.  You can't swoop in and save him.  Your voice is not heard on the radio, or are they interested in your voice on the news because you don't "really" know him.

You hope for the best.  You send your prayers, words of encouragement, thoughts of love.  Your embrace of the soul, you hope will heal all of the turmoil and pain.  It happens again, and you learn to reach for a higher power.  For by now, you know there is more to this life than just this physical realm.  You've lived it.  So you call on the angels, you ask for intercessions and find that your request is granted.  But you realize it's not just the court case that is so devastating, it's the treatment of the people, the stories in the news, the betrayal of the so called "friends" you thought you once had.  It breaks your spirit, makes you wither and the dream and hope for truth, justice and light for all begins to fade.  Because those closest to you have not only betrayed you, but have gone out of their way to make sure you fall.

I watched as he worked his way to the top, to be murdered by those wishing to take all he had.  I waited for years to see where this so called "connection" would take us.  It must be some place wonderful, some place magical, it's so strong I thought.  In the end, he was murdered, I was abandoned, and now I watch as his children suffer as well.  Michael has died, but only his body.  We still share emotions, I still feel for his children the way I did when he lived, the way he feels for them.  But I can't touch them, can't help them, can't do a thing about what they now endure.

So now I sit here, trying to pick up the pieces of where Michael was.  Try to help spread the message of love, help to inspire and heal.  Yet, some people don't get it.  Some say it's crazy, others don't believe, many are skeptical.  They would believe in a medium speaking to their mother, but not Michael Jackson and when it comes to twin souls, by golly, that's just way to far.  It's been called fantasy.  So here is the real fantasy you are referring to.  This is the life of a twin soul of Michael Jackson;  a life of suffering, pain and turmoil that doesn't stop even when your "twin soul" dies.  As for being Michael Jackson's twin soul, if you want to walk in my shoes I'd trade this in a heart beat.  There is nothing notable, brilliantly wonderful or romantic about this path. It's hard, repulsive, and agonizing.  The real crime of it is it's not because it's supposed to be, it's only because other people make it that way.

So if you have a twin soul, if they are famous, be mindful.  It's the work of the soul, not of their life that you are most likely to be involved in.  Take some advice from me, try not to get attached to or even pay attention to who they are as a person.  Their fans will assault you.  People will be jealous.  Others won't believe and call you crazy.  You'll be like Jesus.  Claiming you are the real deal as others crucify you.  This is the work of the soul.  The work of the unseen and the courage you have to have to walk the path.  You are not alone.  Your twin will share your path with you, but it may not be in the physical.  He or she may die, you may have to wait, you won't know how you'll end up, you'll struggle trying to know, you'll act out in anger because it will get to be "too much".  Just remember, in the end it all comes down to the soul and the soul alone.  Their experience in this life is theirs, yours is yours.  The point to keep in mind is that you must be whole yourself.  Your experience must be whole and theirs must be whole.  My experience this life was not supposed to be with Michael's family - his was.  But because he has maintained feelings for them, so do I.  That's the hard part, the confusing part.  You have to let go of what life they had and leave it as their experience and not try and make it your own.  You will have your own path, your own issues to contend with to become whole.   Knowing in the end the karma that each of you had will be relinquished and the two can once again join in blissful harmony.