Dream

In life we often find ourselves in situations that seem to be complacent or stagnant.  We long for something more, maybe more meaningful or exciting.  Often times we seem to settle for what ever life brings us, not daring to look beyond and see what could be.

The orchestration of the universe is a familiar hum.  Along with it is the complementary instruments and rhythms of time, space and manifestations.  Looking at ourselves this way may allow us to bring forth something extraordinary from our beings.  Something magical can happen when we allow ourselves to dream of what could be instead of focusing on the reality of what is.

Our imaginations can be a powerful force to begin the first notes of our most greatest symphony.  A note here, another there, and soon there is a rhythm and timing that begins to unfold that the human mind can hardly grasp.  Pictures, feelings, longings from long ago begin to display in the minds eye something wondrous and bright, yet vaguely familiar.

Allowing ourselves to dream isn't just for children, for within us all is a child that really never grows up.  Who doesn't long for that doll you wanted when you were little or the fast car with the red stripes that you always had your eye on.  Was the excitement you felt within the thing that you wanted or in the feeling it gave you?

We all need to dream, we all need to look beyond ourselves to something brighter, something magnificent in order to begin to orchestrate ourselves into the fabric of time and space.  This is our birth right.  To dream the biggest dreams and climb the highest mountains we could have ever imagined.  So today take one small step and begin to dream one of your best dreams yet.

Rejuvenation

Rejuvenation:  the reversal of aging and thus requires a different strategy, namely repair of the damage that is associated with aging or replacement of damaged tissue with new tissue.

Starting over is sometimes one of the hardest things to do.  We often build ideas and thoughts around who we are, what we look like to others and supply our own ideas about what it is we think we should be doing in life.  When something happens, however, that shakes these believes and when things begin to fall apart we are left with nothing else to do but to start over.

The loss of a job, the loss of someone we love, the loss of a family member or even the loss of our own identity can create a state of wonder and confusion about who we are, or more importantly, who we thought we were.  The idea in life is not to live a definitive existence, yet most of us try to create a box around that exact idea.  Asking children who they want to be when they grow up, explaining to people what we do for a living instead of who we are; the latter being the harder question to answer. 

If I own a house, have 2.5 children and am happily married, does this mean I am happy and successful?  If I own two houses, have several wives and 8 children, does this mean I am happy and successful?  If I own nothing and sleep on the street in a box, does this mean I am happy and successful?

The real answer to any of these questions is only found in one place, our own hearts.  For one may be perfectly happy sleeping in a box and another perfectly miserable having several wives.  So there is no definition for being successful that will fit us all, yet we constantly strive to become that which society dictates to us as successful or "the norm".  Starting over is a blessing.  Starting over means you get another opportunity to review your life, see what has worked, what has made you happy and what hasn't and then to begin again in your own way and on your own terms.  Rejuvenating the concept of who you are and why you are here.  Discovering the real you and not the "canned" idea of who you should be.

Love, Anyway

When we look around the world today it seems that the one thing that we were created from is   missing from our lives. The dysfunction in society and patterns in families most often leave us feeling lonely, and sometimes afraid. News on the radio and TV paint dark pictures of what is happening in the world and for those most sensitive to living in the light these energies can be very alarming and inhibiting.

If you feel alone and almost afraid because at times you think the world has gone crazy, know that there are divine beings that help and can help you if only you ask. Many of these beings have been where you are today. They have transcended the earth and all of it's heavy energies by working on themselves and cultivating love and nurturing for themselves and others.

Mother Teresa said:

“People are often unreasonable and self-centered. Forgive them anyway.

If you are kind, people may accuse you of ulterior motives. Be kind anyway. 

If you are honest, people may cheat you. Be honest anyway.

If you find happiness, people may be jealous. Be happy anyway.

The good you do today may be forgotten tomorrow. Do good anyway.

Give the world the best you have and it may never be enough. Give your best anyway. 

For you see, in the end, it is between you and God. It was never between you and them anyway.”
This is one of the greatest paths to self love and the unconditional love leading to the twin flame union. Whenever someone is unkind, it is because of their perceptions, their experiences, their misqualified energies that they are choosing to create. If we choose to love anyway, we are refusing to add to that misqualified energy and choose for ourselves to live in light and love, not to then misqualify our own energy and murk up our energy fields, bringing ourselves closer to union with the divine.

Knowing that the unkind, the darkness in the world, is nothing more than people who fear not to be loved, that can no longer see that they are love because they have so much darkness around them, helps us to be love anyway. We are all trying to find our path in life. Knowing that everyone of us is doing the best we can, helps us to realize our imperfections in ourselves and accept the imperfections in others. We need not let those people into our lives if they harm us, but we can still love and be strong enough to show them what love is, anyway.

The Man in the Mirror Poem

When you get what you want in your struggle for self

And the world makes you king for a day

Then go to the mirror and look at yourself

and see what the man has to say

For it isn't a man's father, mother or wife

whose judgment upon him must pass

The fellow whose verdict counts most in his life

Is the man staring back from the glass

He's the fellow to please; never mind all the rest,

For he's with you up to the end:

And you're past your most dangerous, difficult test

If the man in the glass is your friend

You can fool the whole world down the pathway of years,

And get pats on the back as you pass

But your final reward will be heartache and tears

If you've cheated the man in in the glass!

This poem was found written on the wall of a cell in death row. It was composed by an anonymous prisoner who was later executed

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Looking for a skeptic of the twin flame relationship.  If you or someone you know is in media or print, familiar with conducting interviews, and would like to put the concept of the twin flame relationship to the test, we want you!

The memoir Another Part of Me - An Extraordinary Tale of Twin Souls will be forth coming early October, 2012 and available on Amazon.com.  Dr Maurie Pressman, author of Twin Souls; Finding Your True Spiritual Partner has written it's foreword and has offered to be included in an interview with me to prove the validity of the twin soul concept.  This isn't just about finding the love of our lives.  It's about the unity and connectivity we all have through the divine part within us all.

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The Man in the Mirror Project - Safeguarding Your Being

In life most often we think of things like locking our doors or putting on protective clothing before we brave the winter to keep ourselves safe.  In this day in age, however, it's not only necessary to protect ourselves physically, but also on other levels.

The coming of the end of the Mayan Calendar this December has brought with it many doomsday prophecies and the media has not been hesitant in infusing fear into the masses.  Matter of fact, my television is barely on these days, knowing that most of the stories reported are of how bad our economy is, which country is against which country, or of more terrorist bombings.

While many unconscious folk remain in the rut of reliving and feeding off fear and upset, there are others who will remain constant in their "knowing" that the illusions that the media and the world are now creating are absolutely not real.  It's easy to become entangled in the words of another.  For many, seeing something in print or on the television automatically makes it true.  This unconscious pattern of thinking is what needs to be prodded into in order to be able to navigate your true path in the world.

If thoughts are made manifest, what are these fearful thoughts doing when you accept them into your space?  They will have an emotional, physical and even spiritual effect on you.  Once created in the mind your own being will recreate the thoughts within you in every level of your being.  What you think is true, becomes true for you, whether or not in reality it actually  is.  This one premise of understanding that the consciousness of all is truly on many levels, allows you to safeguard your being. Just as our thoughts create negative patterns of energy within ourselves, so do another's words should you let them become your thoughts as well.

Go back even to your childhood or to a time in your life when things went badly.  Statements that were made to you like "you're fat" still most likely play an enormous part on your inner landscape.  They are most often simple words.  Seemingly not amounting to anything.  They seem innocent at first, but should you let them into your own state of being , they can be very upsetting to your life for many years.

Safeguarding our being while others live in fear or gossip about the bad news of the world, means taking responsibility for the choices we make when accepting the truth for ourselves.  We can ask "is it true?" before accepting it as part of our inner landscape, or even "is it true for me?".

Navigating through the next few months try to be mindful of the statements being made around you.  Observe yourself and how you either accept the thought as your own or reject it.  Observe the way your body reacts upon hearing any news or words from another and you'll be on your way to mastering one of the best techniques for safeguarding your being.

This, like other avenues of self mastery, is one of the steps that will allow you to become closer to conscious union with your twin flame.

Divine Timing; A Story from Michael

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Once there was a man with a great wish.  He thought he could wish for the stars and the moon only coming to realize he was unable to grasp that which he thought he wanted.  He came to a crossroads in his life when someone asked him about his future.

"What does the future hold for you?" he said.  "Something wonderful", he replied.  "I only know it is something that is divinely designed just for me, but know not what it is."  "How do you know this sir?"  "Because", said the man, "the only way to know what is in store for my future is to look to the stars not to try to grasp at them."

He left the man alone to ponder the thoughts.  Who among us can say what is in store for us in the future for nothing in our past holds true for our present or future unless we put it there.  Our future depends on us, but it also relies divine timing, bringing the star to your heart only when the time is right and the heart is ripened.

Mythology, Twin Souls and Recovering Our History

Recently I have had the privilege to visit both Romania and Greece.  Two of the oldest countries with some of the oldest traditions.  Traveling always gives me a new perspective on things and I find I learn not only about the cultures, but about the history of humanity as well.

The Parthenon

We arrived our first day in the city of Athens, Greece.  Athens was named after the Greek Goddess Athena who is considered to be the Greek Goddess of Wisdom.  It is said that she was born from the forehead of Zeus, and I could only think that this is truly how all creation is made manifest, from the thoughts that we create ourselves.  

Depiction of Atlantis

The view from our hotel was an incredible image of the remains of the Parthenon - temples that were built by the Greeks in tribute to Athena.  They looked incredibly like the mythical remains of the lost city of Atlantis; another myth that has been floating around for years.  

Statue of Athena

When we visited the remains, I couldn't help but notice the size of the doorways.  Huge in stature, they reminded me of the time I had seen the Archangel Michael, who towered over me with his presence.  I wondered if these Greek Gods and Goddesses could have been from part of this same realm, perhaps they were once real manifestations that the ancient Greeks actually could see.

In Greek Mythology they believed that God created souls that were androgynous; they were neither male nor female, but beings that had both male and female attributes in one body.  Zeus, the God that created Athena from his forehead, split them in two halves, diminishing their strength. Each of them now lives in a desperate search for its other half in order to become complete again resembling the story of the twin soul.

Having left the condition of being in perfect unity they became fragmented pieces of consciousness, micro particles of God, that carry with them, an unconscious wish to return to their source – the unity.  This theory was also advocated by Plato.

In a search for the truth, one most often finds that levels of understanding of these subject matter begin to intersect.  One theory or idea begins to support another until a complete picture is formed of how we as humans have managed to change the history of humanity itself.  

We have many myths that most of us have no idea about what to believe about them.  Some may say that they are merely ideas formed in someone's head and hold no truth, but for me why would an entire city be erected upon something that someone created and how would they get so many people to believe the same if it held no truth?  For me, even our entire time system around the world is based upon a system that is BC - before Christ, again giving tribute to one person who walked the earth so long ago, and again I wonder what an impact He must have made for the entire world to adhere to a system of time based on his presence here alone.

So I looked through some of my notes, remembering an idea I had heard before taking the trip about the Seven Mighty Elohim.  They are said to be the hierarchy of heaven and carry the highest vibration of light.  They are the seven spirits of God named in the Bible's book of Revelation, and the morning stars that sang together mentioned in the book of Job.

Star of David, also known as
the Seal of Solomon, also found in
the hindu symbol for the heart chakra.
Downward triangle symbolizing feminine,
upward triangle symbolizing masculine.

The Elohim and their feminine counterparts are said to be the builders of form.  This means that they are responsible for the creation of things on the earth - the transforming of energy into matter.  If you recall the first verse of the Bible, God created the heavens and the earth.  We in turn, were created in his image; creators of our own right, yet not perfected to create as Gods, just yet.  We are missing our counterparts - our twin flames.

Yet, the Seven Elohim are complete.  They are twin flames specializing in manifesting the aspects of God and I couldn't help but notice the names sounded vaguely familiar:

St Germain, serving the seventh
ray of transformation.  Intersecting
triangles representing a builder
of form-containing both
masculine and feminine counterparts

1.  Hercules and Amazonia

2.  Apollo and Lumina

3.  Heros and Amora

4.  Purity and Astrea

5.  Cyclopea and Virginia

6.  Peace and Aloha

7.  Arcturus and Victoria

All of them similar to that which some of the most famous Greek Gods held. Which then led me to the question, what happened to the Greek Gods? The answer is this; during the time of the Roman Empire, Greece was part of it. The Romans adopted the Greek gods as their own. Then about two thousand years ago, Christianity began to creep into the Roman empire. Over the course of the next couple of hundred years, more and more people became Christians. On 27 February 380, Emperor Theodosius I enacted a law establishing Christianity as the official religion of the Roman Empire. Eventually, belief in the Greek gods died out. This law and the wars between desacrated many of the churches that stand on Greek soil now. War and religion seem to play hand and hand with each other. Each religious belief or political view belieiving that it is the onlly way while imposing the system of belief on others and even assuming and judging others on their beliefs as well.

If we truly take a step back, however, we might realize that all these systems of religion were created by man, not our creator. Somewhere in all of the beliefs we find the real truth that has been hidden for thousands of years. Perhaps now as we approach this New Age of Enlightenment these pearls of wisdom may take form in the minds of all men. Linking together the myths of the past into the wisdom of the future.

MURDER - It's a Wrap (Edited)

Photo of bloodied shirt from the bedroom. Other photographs show 

the musician’s bedroom in a state of disarray following his 

death . . sounds like he might have had visitors. 

It might even make one wonder what else was missing . . 

paperwork, legal documents perhaps?)

***** If you have arrived at this page to find Michael Jackson's murder evidence in full, please go to the most recent post with summary and evidence starting with posts dated 8/19/2014 linking the documented evidence in the posts after:
http://michaeljacksontwinsoul.blogspot.com/2014/08/michaels-murder-summary-with-evidence.html   ********* or watch the video here http://m.youtube.com/watch?v=-8z57atJo7o 

Michael Jackson's estate manager John Branca stated he re-met with Michael after being fired by him at a rehearsal for This is It. That Michael retained him as his attorney signing him on June 17th at that rehearsal and apparently they made nice. The emails, however, state he didn't show up for rehearsals again until the 19th of June. When Michael said in an earlier post there are many documents with his name on it that weren't signed by him, I guess we now know what he meant. Even the contract with AEG Live shows two signatures by Michael that don't even match - on the same page!

Michael told many people, including me, he thought someone was trying to kill him. Michael knew and so did I that he would be killed at the announcement of the "This is It" tour. Again, if you knew someone was out to kill you how would you feel and how would you react? I think my emotional state of being would be a little off too.
Michael owned 1/2 of Sony and Sony (which also happens to be the executor of his estate and ironically his re-hired again manager(?) Frank Dileo, who also just happened to be on the board of Sony, oops and oh yea, was being paid by AEG . . . ("In early 1989 Jackson fired Mr. Dileo; Mr. Dileo was reunited with Jackson in 2009 as the singer prepared for a run of comeback concerts in London. He signed on as manager again about a month before Jackson died; ")

Sony was going in the red in May of 2009:  see article here dated April 9, 2012

Michael's death actually helped SONY get out of debt, not the other way around. I like how people turn things around when the continued statement of the Estate is "We have paid off all of Michael's debt". My question is "Who has paid off Sony's debt?" And, by the way, where is it all going because Michael's interests were in charities, even donating entire tour proceeds to them. If the Estate is acting in Michael's interests when have they donated to any charities?

And how are the dollars accounted for that are transferred into acquiring new assets like the ones in this article:


11/11/2011 | 09:55 pm

Sony Corporation : INVESTOR GROUP INCLUDING SONY CORPORATION OF AMERICA ENTERS INTO DEFINITIVE AGREEMENT TO ACQUIRE EMI MUSIC PUBLISHING FROM CITI

New York, London and Abu Dhabi -- An investor group comprised of Sony Corporation of America ("SCA"), in conjunction with the Estate of Michael Jackson; Mubadala Development Company PJSC; Jynwel Capital Limited; the Blackstone Group's GSO Capital Partners LP; and David Geffen (the "Group") announced today the execution of a definitive agreement, whereby the Group will acquire EMI Music Publishing from a wholly-owned subsidiary of Citigroup, Inc. ("Citi") for total consideration of $2.2 billion.

The transaction is subject to certain closing conditions, including regulatory approvals. Following the acquisition, Sony/ATV Music Publishing and its strong and experienced management team will help oversee EMI Music Publishing on behalf of the Group. Sony/ATV Music Publishing is co-owned by subsidiaries of SCA and trusts formed by the Estate of Michael Jackson.

http://www.4-traders.com/SONY-CORPORATION-6492482/news/SONY-CORPORATION-INVESTOR-GROUP-INCLUDING-SONY-CORPORATION-OF-AMERICA-ENTERS-INTO-DEFINITIVE-AGREEME-13888382/



Does that money also contribute to Michael's children's share? I'm thinking that's just a separate deal for all the other "trusts" formed by the Estate of Michael Jackson. I have heard of Dhabi before. . don't they do a lot of wire transfers of money out there?


This would explain why AEG and Sony (aka The Estate) would be so interested in sharing the profits from "This is It" so quickly, seeing as how AEG filed for copyright to the footage they supposedly weren't taking according to court testimony, but actually did as per footage and documented copyright with the US copyright office not even a week after MJ died.

Below is a copy of the copyright again in case you missed it from the previous post. Remember, back in 2009 the 25th of June was on a Thursday. That means that this copyright, in order to be RECORDED by the 2nd of July had to be in the mail by that Friday. That's 5 business days exactly after Michael's death.

For not having any plans for footage or any kind of PLANS for Michael or his PERSONAL video that's really fast. Not to mention again that during court testimony it was only PERSONAL video of Michael's, not AEG's, but in that case (if it was Personal as stated) it would have gone to the Estate right? So quickly it travels from Michael's PERSONAL video to his ESTATE to AEG - and all in a matter of less that five (5) business days - let alone coming up with the IDEA for a MOVIE and putting it all together for FILING A COPYRIGHT! Holy Cow Batman! And here I thought I was psychic!

I wonder if the Estate knows Randy Phillips and Tohme Tohme conned them yet.  Tohme was the one that had the video and negotiated the deal and even Michael's murder with Phillips. Even the emails discovered in the AEG Live case vs Katherine Jackson show they were hiding money under other expenses for money paid to Frank DiLeo; specifically, his "per diems".  Stating things like "Can someone please explain WHY this continues?  I am waiting for the estate to cry foul when they realize how much we are subsidizing him" - email from Julie Hollander on 9/25/2009 AEG Vice President/Controller.

Also noted in the emails Randy Phillips stated "MJ is locked in his room drunk and despondent," Phillips wrote in a March 5, 2009, e-mail to AEG Live's parent company, the paper reported. "I (am) trying to sober him up. "I screamed at him so loud the walls are shaking," Phillips wrote. "He is an emotionally paralyzed mess riddled with self loathing and doubt now that it is show time."

This is just a glimpse of what went on behind the scenes. Michael was emotionally and physically abused, then murdered. Who in their right mind would scream at someone that was already an emotionally paralyzed mess?

Do you remember the blood from my first posts that I was looking for? There was a bloodied shirt found in the closet at Michael's home - a ton of evidence that wasn't taken by the LA police department. An image captured from footage of This is It included a photo of Michael, which a fellow blogger obtained here from court documents shows Michael gaunt and you might want to notice the lip http://teammichaeljackson.com/jacksons-vs-aeg. Michael was severely mistreated.

When I saw Elizabeth Taylor after she died she said to me "The things they did to him were awful, just awful" This is part of what she meant. They made sure they had control of his home, (provided by AEG and secured by Tohme Tohme), his security,(provided by AEG and controlled by Tohme Tohme), his money, (contract with AEG, which just happened to be secured by his catalog with Sony (whom Michael owned 1/2 of). Even his doctor was making regular phone calls to AEG.

Now set before him was a set of concerts that was supposed to be a few shows that turned out to be 50 that they were intent on and knew would be impossible for him to perform and AEG knew it. What does this leave them to do but pick that catalog back up for Sony and split the profits.  The security for investment was cancellation insurance.  That way they would get paid for the money they put out, including profits.  But their deal went sour when Michael fired Tohme, Conrad began his "services" and Michael wouldn't pass a second physical the insurance company required. They had already secured Michael's health would not be in any way shape or form good enough to perform.  The only thing left was life insurance - an insurance policy with AEG Live and even though he was supposed to be fired month before, Tohme Tohme named on as insureds.  That would explain why Tohme Tohme and Randy Phillips conspired together to murder Michael Jackson.

Copyright filed with the US Copyright office:

Type of Work: Preregistration
Type of Work Preregistered: Motion Picture
Preregistration Number / Date: PRE000002493 / 2009-07-02
Application Title: Documentary footage re rehearsals and behind the scenes for Michael Jackson ?This Is It? Concert Tour
Title: Documentary footage re rehearsals and behind the scenes for Michael Jackson ?This Is It? Concert Tour
Copyright Claimant: AEG Live, LLC. Address: 5750 Wilshire Blvd., Suite 501, Los Angeles, CA, 90036.
Creation of Work Began: 2009-04-13
Date of Anticipated Completion: 2009-09 (Approximate)
Projected Date of Publication: 2009- (Approximate)
Authorship on Application: AEG Live, LLC.
Description of Work: Audiovisual recordings shot in the Los Angeles, California area by and on behalf of documentarians Tim Patterson and Sandrine Orabona (as work for hire) in connection with preparations and rehearsals for Michael Jackson?s ?This Is It? Concert Tour. Includes footage shot at (1) Center Staging in Burbank, California from May 18, 2009 through June 1, 2009, (2) Stimulated, Inc. in Burbank, California on May 29, 2009, (3) Culver Studios in Culver City, California on June 1, 2009 through June 10, 2009, (4) the Forum in Inglewood, California on June 1, 2009 through June 21, 2009, and (5) Staples Center in Los Angeles, California from June 22, 2009 through June 25, 2009. Footage includes, inter alia: (1) On-stage rehearsals, creative meetings, and behind-the-scenes footage of Michael Jackson and/or band, dancers, and singers. With Michael Bearden (musical director), Alfred Dunbar (bass), Roger Bashiri Johnson (percussion), Jonathan Moffett (drums), Thomas Organ (guitar), Orianthi Panagaris (lead guitar), and Morris Pleasure (keyboard); singers Judith Hill, Dorian Holley, Darryl Phinnesse and Kenneth Stacey; director Kenny Ortega; choreographers Travis Payne, Anthony Testa, and Stacey Walker; Karen Faye Heinze (hair and make up); Michael Bush (costumes); other members of the crew and other persons (including personnel of Stimulated, Inc.); and fans; and (2) Michael Jackson singing and dancing in 3D and 2D formats, for the background Chaos LED screen to be set onstage behind him during his performance. Also footage shot by Steve Stone Productions at the Nokia Theater in Los Angeles, California and Center Staging in Burbank, California from April 13, 2009 through May 2009 of dancers? auditions for Nicholas Bass, Daniel Celebre, Mekia Cox, Christopher Grant, Misha Hamilton, Shannon Holtzapffel, Devin Jamieson, Charles Klapow, Ricardo Reid, Danielle Rueda Watts, Tyne Stecklein, and Timor Steffens.

Names: AEG Live, LLC

Recent News - Breaking

In earlier posts Michael had said that more information about his death would be surfacing this year.  Today there was an article that has captured some of that information. 

As the press, blogs and others continue to make their views known, I can only say it sickens me to no end to see how people can treat others like this.  From a twin soul point of view I can tell you I too was "an emotionally paralyzed mess" during this same time and felt the complete exhaustion of his body after he passed.

As more of this story comes out, I want you to know that Michael Jackson's feelings and demeanor were not as a result of some self imposed state.  This was murder plain and simple and I will do what needs to be done to defend not only my soul mate, but a friend who was stabbed in the back from so many people.  How would your demeanor be if you knew someone was trying to kill you?

I will celebrate the time when people start to look at their part in this mess instead of consistently throwing blame on Michael.  They all know who they are and I can tell you for a fact there are not many that were around him that aren't guilty.  Simply put, how can you call yourself human when you have no regard for the human being?

One of the articles I have posted a link to below.  As for me, I'll be taking a break for a week or so and will come back to re-post closer to the release of the book.  

Michael Jackson: London concert promoters expressed concerns in emails

by Associated Press

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Promoters of Michael Jackson’s planned 2009 comeback described in emails how they feared for the megastar’s stability, saying he was out of shape and consumed with self-doubt.

The Los Angeles Times obtained some 250 pages of messages, most between executives at Anschutz Entertainment Group, which was financing the ill-fated “This Is It” concerts set for London. Some of the emails indicated that executives were concerned that Jackson’s planned 50-show stand at AEG’s 02 Arena would be an expensive bust.

In one exchange AEG’s Randy Phillips wrote his boss that Jackson was “an emotionally paralyzed mess.” Phillips was writing from Jackson’s London hotel suite just hours before a press conference announcing the concert run.

http://music-mix.ew.com/2012/09/03/michael-jackson-promoter-emails-a-mess/