Attack Update: My Reprieve

I am heartbroken to have learned of several terrorist attacks and eminents around the world. Our previous posts to warn of these atrocities have unfortunately begun to come to fruition. I cannot stress how important it is to be vigilant and prepared for your own safety and that of our worlds children - no matter what race, ethnicity or religion.
The following are links to reports of these attacks just in the last days:

http://www.channelstv.com/2014/11/12/suicide-bomber-student-die-in-kontagora-school-attack/http://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-2828457/Nearly-50-students-killed-suicide-bomb-blast-Nigerian-school-teaching-western-curriculum.html
http://news.tes.co.uk/b/news/2014/10/31/british-teachers-threatened-with-terrorist-attacks.aspx

http://www.albawaba.com/news/us-warns-terrorist-attacks-american-schools-across-mena-616935

Our freedoms, both personal and planetary, MUST be upheld.  I can not express how difficult this news is for me.  My heart and prayers of comfort and healing go out to the families that have been affected by these actions.  Terrorism, war crimes, controlling behavior towards other human beings astounds me.  As these last days I have furthered my own personal investigations into Michael Jackson murder, I am not only appalled, but heartbroken with those findings as well.


I started this blog at the inception of the Conrad Murray trial.  For one reason; to make sure people knew that Michael Jackson was murdered.  I wanted him to have a voice.  I wanted the truth to be known.  I did this for him and his children, not myself.  I wrote for others hoping they would see not only the validity of twin flame soul mates, but the unquestionable connection to each other and the source of our very lives.  I put my name to it and included other notable figures such as Maurie D Pressman, because I knew I had to stand behind this work.  I had to stand behind Michael Jackson and the truth as given to me by my teachers.

I have been met with much ridicule, controversy and judgement.  In my teachings I am aware of those who have made strides in the world enduring the same.  However, my life is not public, I am not an ambassador for a nation, nor am I a political leader.  I am a human being like the politicians, like the ambassadors and just like the homeless men and women in the street.  We all have a voice. Many of us have a vision.  We all have dreams, motives and interests.  I have shared my vision of world peace, unity and a hope for humanity not only with Michael Jackson, but those I have sought out to teach me;  Saint Germain, the Brotherhood of Light, Nelson Mandela and the others that Michael Jackson has been so generous to bring me to meet from the other side of the veil.  They work in unison.  Working together, they not only have a sense of peace on the other side, but a sense of unity.  Unity is not found in ridicule, judgement or controversy.  Gossip itself is even something the masters do not condone.  I am naive like Michael.  I had hoped I could make a difference, and somehow carry on his work.  I have shared my experiences openly hoping that others might find comfort, a sense of hope, and a sense of belonging in this world.  I have been bold, not only because I know the truth, but because I am confident in that truth as well.

Although I have had my share of naysayers, I have also had a great deal of support from around the world that I am sincerely grateful for.  I have never sought out twitter followers or followers for this blog. I was never in this to feed my ego. Yet it is apparent that many readers have found me regardless.  One blog reader made a statement to me long ago.  She said "Never cast your pearls before swines".  At the time I didn't want to think that the readers of this blog would see me as being insincere.  Yet it is evident that some people don't change.  It has been his fans that have been the most viscous and in my mind, considering the circumstances, you would think they too would want justice for Michael and be the most kind.  It is in this selfishness of being that I have decided to take a reprieve.  If I were a man, I feel I would have been viewed differently. I would not be a threat to the women who feel that they are ones that own Michael Jackson.

I am writing candidly because it is this behavior that cost Michael Jackson his life.  He was not "owned" by his management, yet they treated him that way.  Right now I don't see much of a difference from some of the fans.  No one "owns" Michael Jackson.  No other person can take credit for what he did, does or what he accomplished. Including his own family. Those were his accomplishments.  His life was his own and the hearts he captured around the world were by his own doing, not the mechanisms of a public advertising campaign.  If it was, they'd have another Michael Jackson.  We don't.  We never will.

Those that have contributed to his murder, that have covered up the evidence, that have lied in the face of his family and children are the kind of people that bring destruction into this world and into all of our lives.  They are everywhere.  In every nation and in every religion and in every race. Even in our own families and personal relationships.

It is evident that I can't change the consciousness when such hatred, selfishness and violence exist. That must be done by each one of us.  Those of us that are brave enough to look in the mirror. My hopes for Man in the Mirror PROJECT as a tool for transformation have been dimmed by Michael's murder and the silence that still resides in achieving justice for him. The news today of the children being killed in the schools adds to the feeling of having a silent voice. Going unheard and unrecognized for trying to speak the truth on behalf of others.  It goes without saying that I have grown tired.  I have posted most every weekday for the past three years hoping to make a difference.  I can't make a difference in the lives of others if that difference isn't wanted by they themselves.

If Jesus himself were in the body he would ask someone to cast the first stone.  He made that statement over two thousand years ago, and all of us are still throwing stones at each other.

So I will take the blame.  I will recant my claim to be Michael Jackson's twin flame soul mate. Susan Elsa can be "the real one" as she continues to post my name all over the internet claiming I'm a demon from hell and in cahoots with Lady Gaga.  I'll agree with you, Susan Shand, that Michael was not murdered, it was just "his time".  I'll say that everything I have posted here, including my personal memoir, was all made up.  I'm a literary genius in that respect.  Linking all the pieces together and making it "look" like it was real.  I'll claim my "visions" of Michael's murder were made up because that too makes you feel better.  You can say I'm crazy, I'm a fraud, say whatever you want.  I can't stop you anyway.  Say whatever you want, but one thing remains and one thing only:  truth.  And when truth comes, it comes with victory.  When that time comes, those that are casting the stones will not be able to recant what has already been done and said.  Be careful with whom you choose to condemn and criticize.  You can never know the inner being of another person.  As Jesus has said "You will know them by their fruits."

I will continue posts only when I feel guided to do so.