I saw a man named Gregg Braden speak a few months ago. As we've gone through some of the Man in the Mirror Project my hope is that you are continuing to work on those repeating patterns that you wish to change.
As often as I can, I'll be posting supporting material to help you on your journey. In the meantime, I'll be working on the book, which Michael feels should be the priority at this time.
I hope that you keep an open mind when you watch this video. There is a story that Gregg tells that relates to twin souls and/or twin flame soul mates. It's about synchronicity. In the video Gregg calls it the Divine Matrix. I'm not one to get too caught up with labels, I just want you to know that once you start becoming in tune with yourself, you'll also begin to tune into the universe around you. This is the Divine Matrix. People and events may seemingly magically transpire into your life. It's not an accident. It's our true blueprint and our true identities that will be shining through. This is truly an exciting time and I do so hope that you all find magic in areas of your life you never dreamed possible!
BABY... ON "SCREAM" HE SAYS... "THE WHOLE SYSTEM SUCKS, DAMN IT!" NOT " THE WHOLE SYSTEM SUCKS,DEBBIE!
ReplyDelete... JUST LETTING YOU KNOW... DIVINE or NOT DIVINE MATRIX... BABY... YOU HAVE BEEN CHANNELING AN OTHER SPIRIT OR ENTITY NOT MICHAEL JACKSON!
AND BY THE WAY, "HIS" MANAGEMENT WANTED TO PUBLISH YOUR BOOK UNDER TITLE FICTION BECAUSE MICHAEL BELIEVED IT WAS FICTION TOO, THAT'S WHAT HAPPENED!
AND WHAT IF I TOLD YOU HE HAS BEEN IN MY DREAMS EACH NIGHT IN THE PAST 2 YEARS? BABY...? WHAT YOU THINK ABOUT THAT?
DO YOU KNOW WHAT MAKES "THE TRUTH" DIFFERENCE BETWEEN US? I DIDN'T GO OUT AND SHOUT TO THE WORLD THAT HE IS MY SOULMATE AS HE IS! I DIDN'T GO FOR ATTENTION! SO I GUESS THIS SAYS A LOT!
IF YOU JUST WANTED TO ENCOURAGE PEOPLE TO BELIEVE IN SOULMATE ETERNAL RELATIONSHIPS YOU COULD HAVE VERY WELL JUST WRITTEN MICHAEL... BUT NOPE YOU WANTED THE ATTENTION... I COULD BE WONG JUDGING YOU... BUT STILL I BELIEVE I AM RIGHT!
SHAMONE!
Here is a link to the Scream lyrics: http://www.lyricsforsong.net/lyrics/michael-jackson-scream-lyrics_jlllrn.html
DeleteI am happy that you feel you are Michael's soul mate. I hope you share your story on the soul stories page. Maybe you could share your dreams. I'm sure you have something you too are offering on his behalf as his soul mate to others in service. I'm sure that you would agree that Michael's life was made very public, and because of his success and notoriety it allowed him to help and reach out to many people. Perhaps you should reconsider "going for attention" as you put it and follow his lead?
Thank you for the link to your SCREAM lyrics version... Now let me uhm... share with you the version of the lyrics where it's mentioned "damn it"... which I believe to be more suitable in describing the anger, the pressure and the disgust he felt towards the tabloid mass media. That was what he wanted to express trough SCREAM's message...
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Now… yes, you are right when you say that Applehead’s life was made very public… but do you believe or think that this is what he wanted? For his private life to be in print or on TV? God no! You must not know him if you believe that! Mike wants to be known and remembered in public just for his work… for his music… for his charity… for his love for people, not for his private life! This is not what Michael wants from me and him!
Trust me, I love following his lead by helping the people who are in need, people who look for love… but with my own NAME, with my own POWER. I will never use him or his name to get attention or I don’t know what…
And I don’t think I will ever take that step and share this story… or more of this story of me and Mike… last night in sleep time he told me I was a “kid” acting like that… erupting like volcano… but I have volcanic temper … so, in a way I must apologize if I seemed too harsh to you, I don’t know you and I don’t know your reasoning… I only know that God wanted for me and him to share these dreams. That is all...
And I do believe that in life a person has only one soulmate... not more.
Be blessed and loved!
Dear "volcano" (and I say that lovingly),
ReplyDeleteI understand your concern and completely understand you questioning my intentions. I appreciate that and admire your dedication to protecting what you feel Michael would want. You know we all have our own paths that we choose in this life and must follow our own path where we feel it leads us within. I respect what you feel and your beliefs, but you must know already that we are a world with many beliefs and every one of us see things a bit differently. If there is ever to be peace in this world, we must learn to accept each other and our differences.
I am very sensitive to Michael's name and it's use by others, and to especially the misuse. I am actually so glad you've written what you did. My wish is not to ride on his coat tails to become famous. The mere thought makes me shake in my shoes. I feel that's what you are perceiving, however, and you need to know that if that was my intent I'd be posting my picture and letting everyone know my full name, background, etc. I haven't done that. I simply want to get a message to people: that we are all connected and on a very deep level. Posting the things I did regarding twin souls is only to educate. And while I try to do that I do realize I have to offer some evidence to back it up as well as a reason. The reason is to wake people up to the fact that we are all truly one. How do I prove that best? By telling my story of how one woman was connected to one man, who happened to be very famous. Because he was famous this message gets across to more than just myself, it gets across to anyone who has ever heard of him. Don't you see, that's what his message was . . we are the world . . ONE. I think you are misconstruing my relationship with him. I think some may think I had a personal, romantic, sexual relationship and will be revealing all the dirty details. I can assure you that is not what this is about. This is a purely spiritual relationship and one that I hope will give others inspiration and hope in their own lives from. I get how attached you are to him, I love that you are. I see myself in you and laugh because I would be angry to if I thought that someone was trying to take advantage of someone I cared deeply about. I assure you that isn't the case. I do have the best intentions and hope you come to see things from a wider perspective. Peace to you and may your volcano calm down to a quiet simmer . . Love to you!
True… we are all ONE, we are all created from the same Divinity, from the same God (though we call Him differently)… we have the same spiritual and soul source, that truly makes us ONE.
ReplyDeleteI agree with you when you say that we all “are a world with many beliefs and every one of us see things a bit differently”… this was the case with me on interpreting your “twin soul” connection with him…
You see… for me a “soulmate” represents more than a person with who you can connect in a spiritual way, is more then a friend… for me a “soulmate” is the perfect match… I see it as a relationship where I was created just for him and he was created just for me… as perfect complementary beings… woman-man… souls… where we share the same mind… the same feelings… that he feels what I feel and vice versa…
That’s why I took it… that was why I was so rough and firm… and now that I understand the way you are and what you believe, I am sorry for acting that childish… on writing to you or on the reply on TimesLive's article “Michael Jackson is my twin flame” with that tone... Mike’s right when he says never judge a person before you talk to him one on one…
But I have… let’s call it an excuse… it was hard for me… when I first got those dreams I was sure they’d go away after some time… and after a few months of nightly visitations… I thought to myself that whether I must be loosing my mind of getting too much news on him… or … this is something true… I prayed for the dreams to stop if they were nothing more than that… so I could get a life… but they didn’t…
Today I am happy that they didn’t… though many times I was on the way believing I lost it… that I lost my mind. Many people think when they hear such things that the person is obsessed. But I tell you one thing for sure… I was not a crazy admirer of him before, nope… I only liked just a few songs from him. The rock ones, “dirty Diana”, “Beat it” and “Who is it”, and during the time he started showing up in my sleep, I had a boyfriend… so… that doesn’t apply here.
So… when I got to read the lines: “my twin soul”… I related it to my vision on what a soulmate represents… and lava came out… I though to myself… “freaking two years of nightly dreaming in vain… nothing real here…! I should have known from the beginning that it was insane to believe it!” I felt that I had wasting time…love… dreams…that I had been deceived by I don’t know what evil spirits who took his image or my own demons…
Trying to see trough full of tears eyes… and heartbroken… I let my fears and anger come out… and I acted silly with you and I again apologize for that…
But last night in dream time he told me of a thing that will always keep me calm and remind me that our dreaming is a real fact.. and that brought my heart back to life. ;)
Hope you can understand my reasoning too… Thank you for opening up to me and telling me how you feel about him… though I wasn’t somebody to who you needed to explain yourself to… I cherish and understand your love for him. It’s beautiful what you said: “The reason is to wake people up to the fact that we are all truly one. How do I prove that best? By telling my story of how one woman was connected to one man, who happened to be very famous. Because he was famous this message gets across to more than just myself, it gets across to anyone who has ever heard of him. Don't you see, that's what his message was . . we are the world . ONE.”
I am glad I got to speak to you Debbie. Much love
Anonymous,
DeleteThank you so much for your reply and apology. You really touched my heart. I do understand where you are coming from. The last thing I want is to have someone heartbroken because they think my experiences may invalidate their own. Please remember you are your own master. No one outside of you can validate the experiences you have within you.
Much love to you too!!:)
Thank you very much for your understanding and for the advice Debbie. You are very kind and nice to say that.
DeleteI believe the same when you say that every person is his own master and that nobody but that person can validate the experiences he/she lives.
But… you know… though I took this “dreaming” very seriously… (now, I live more for the night then for the day… dedicated 24/7) I always kept in my heart… in my mind a “doubt” dose… a dose of insecurity about the dreams (though I really mean it when I say it, he always gave me signs, answers that were made to build up my faith, my strength).
…do you know how it is to live with a story like this in a world like this? People “stone” you down… some of the people you call “family”…“friends”… I don’t complain about it because this love is worth it… I am happy, but I won’t deny that sometimes is so hard that I feel like I wish I were gone also…
I believe that is why I always had this stupid dose of incertitude… that sometimes made me that “volcanic” and that now makes me feel so ashamed and guilty towards him… because he did all… and I still doubted.
I admire your courage to be yourself, to share with the world your experience. This makes you a brave person with a child’s heart, that because only a child’s heart is that pure to feel fearless in a world like this.
Thank you once more, let me say that I leaned something from you and I mean it. Though it was just a few comments you wrote to me, you taught me about being fearless and free, about being myself and accepting the truth. I am grateful for that Debbie.
Guess it’s ok to sign with my name now…
Much love,
Carmen
Dearest Carmen,
DeleteThank you so much for such kind words. I am glad that we have been able to touch each other's lives. That is truly what this is about.
I don't think anyone is born courageous. Although many people may seem to you very confident, inside even the most successful of people there is always a bit of insecurity.
I do realize, however, that in the past there has not been so many coming forward with experiences. Like yourself, they keep them to themselves and tell no one for fear they will be, as you put it "stoned". In my opinion, keeping this unspoken of only hinders our ability to know who we truly are and what our true potential is. We are after all spiritual beings first. We need to be educated in a spiritual manner as well.
That said, your dream state is very real. Many times we do travel in other planes in our dream state. Having a healthy dose of skepticism is very important. So when you say you feel bad for doubting, don't. You must be very vigilant especially with the spirit world in who you let into your inner spaces.
Please remember that you are on this earth for a reason. If you were meant to be on the other side, you would be. You must take care to live your life and have your mind on things in your physical life too so you don't waste your time on earth. I know how easy it is to want to escape in your dreams and want to live in a dreamy world that makes you feel loved, but please know that there are more people waiting on earth to love you too.
Thank you so much for taking the time to write and share your experiences Carmen. We are all here to learn, so when anyone shares an experience, someone else benefits from hearing about what they've gone through. From the bottom of my heart, I wish you much love too! :)
hi Debbi i'm also a michael jackson fan too. i came across your article on the internet. i have always wondered about if all mankind has the better other half that makes them whole as well. i never knew about twinflames but now that i began to research a little more about it i understand that they are different from a soulmate. do you truly believe that you are apart of him ? i'm a romantic myself i sometimes think that certain people are supposed to be with me. but those are just Fantasies. i'm interested in why do you consider yourself his lover.
ReplyDeleteHi Star,
ReplyDeleteThank you for visiting and writing. Yes twin flames are a part of one another. In essence we are all part of the same source. Depending on what you've read there might be different explanations and perceptions of what twin flame soul mates are. I say that because when you say lover it makes me think that you may be defining the relationship under earthly terms. I know the romantic notion in us all believes that there is one perfect mate and that we belong to them and them to us. We all believe in a "perfect" love inherently because somewhere inside us we know that it exists because we've experienced it before-perfectly upon our original creation. It would be a fantasy if I said Michael is my one true mate and we are lovers. That's not the case. I can't say that twin flame relationships aren't romantic at all, but more than romance, twin flame relationships come with lessons. Each meeting, each experience either helps you learn or it helps your twin. You are in essence helping each other get back to God (Allah, or the source). You learn together spiritually and although some do come together it is not for just love. It is for service. It is the love for humanity that is developed in each individual that spurs the twins back into union. The union upon earth is to serve that humanity which now the twins know for certain they are indeed a part of, beyond question because they have already experienced the oneness between themselves. Why do I believe myself to be his twin is a whole other story . . that's the whole book. My belief is from my entire life of experiences I had with him since I was very little. Twin flames speak telepathically very easily since they are a part of one another. When I was little I spoke to a lot of people on the other side. I thought they were all on the "other side" until Michael told me who he was and I didn't believe him. I asked him to meet me somewhere to prove it and when he did it started a whole other journey. I found myself performing dance steps before he performed them on stage and singing lyrics to songs before he recorded them. Sometimes I'd doodle only to find my doodling looked exactly what he put on his next album. Michael is not my only twin. We actually have seven twins. Most often some will remain on the other side while some incarnate on earth. There is also another level beyond the twins which I've noticed many websites referring to as the same as twin flames, but they are not. That is the twin ray. My twin ray is on the other side and is not Michael Jackson. I know it's hard because people have a tendency to interpret this as just a physical relationship, as in a perfect boyfriend, or a perfect marriage. What is most important to remember, however, is that these relationships are spiritual. We are talking about a definition of a relationship that resides outside the confines of what our conditioned thinking of what a relationship is. Do you understand? It's like trying to put God in the dictionary. Thanks again for visiting and your question! :)
thanks i look forward to reading your blogs. so not only do we have more than one soulmate becuase anyone can be your soulmate on earth. but i thought that the twinflame is our one ultimate love.
ReplyDeleteHi Star,
ReplyDeleteYou can have many soul mates, yes. We all came from the same source, so in essence we are all soul mates. Some people, however, you may resonate more with. Soul mates in it's typical fashion relate to those people whom we've shared prior lifetimes with. The more lifetimes we've shared the more "familiar" they seem to us. Those are the people whom you would say, I feel as if I've known them all my life. There are levels, so when you say soul mate, you'll feel great love for them, and as you deepen it you'll move closer to the source and onto another degree of soul mates. An ultimate love may have many different definitions. Ultimate romantic love, ultimate unconditional love or ultimate complete love. As you journey through relationships in your life you'll find that you may begin to love many people. If you think about the love you feel towards each person, you'll notice the degree of love may be different. For instance I love them an a brother, I love them as my own child, etc. If you listen to Michael's song Will You Be There an all encompassing love that is complete is not only a romantic love, it is divine. It encompasses love as a brother, a mother and is constant and unconditional. Each relationship, every experience of love if deepened and acknowledged will eventually lead you to this greater love. Thank you for writing and visiting!!:)